hola. hola.

Hey-ho!
How r u guys? I know, it's been ages that i haven't write in my blog.
Too much 'shit' i have to flushed these days. I'll be graduating this December (HOPEFULLY!) so u know the amount of task that i have to deal with it's sooooo fucked up. I've got tons of assignment, some presentation, and gallons of quiz! I'm so dead.

So let me update you with things that had been going on with me lately.

1. I just bought an aquarium with five tropical fish. I know, this is so random.
Me and my boyfriend, we're actually planning to watch a movie. But i don't what is up with his mind, he suddenly change his mind and we end-up buying these crap which is lately turn into a good stuff. Im the one who picked all the fish and named all of 'em; Butet, Nasrudin, Ramona, Hengky, and Poop. My boyfriend is not very happy with the name that i picked, i bet u guys understand why. :p

2. This Is It, is one of the most MUST WATCH movie. At least that is what people said.
But somehow it doesn't work for me. I found that THIS IS IT is pretty boring as a movie, but in term of PERFORMANCE? he is a legend. If only his still alive, this concert will be a LEGENDARY concert. Damn spectacular!!

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3. That's right girls. Gabe Bondoc! The Youtube star.... One of the hottest internet sensation.
To be honest, i have no idea who he is until one of my friend showed me the Part of Your World cover that he made on Youtube. And at the moment he start to sing, i know that i have a HUGE crush on him!! But unfortunatelly, there is a turn off factor for me : his a bit sissy.
I don't know and i don't care whether u guys agree or not with me, but i can sense the sissyness.
I just hope his just being cute, not being a BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN.

All rite people. I have to finish my Quantitave Method study.
I'll catch up with u guys later 'k?
take care! BHAAAAY.

Lost Without You

This is the cover of Robin Thicke song's which is Lost without You.
Hope You Guys Enjoy it :)

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Tell me how you love me more
And how you think I'm sexy baby
But you don't want nobody else
You don't want this guy
You don't want that guy
You wanna touch yourself when you see me
Tell me how you love my body
And how I make you feel baby
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby
Tell me you depend on me
I need to hear it

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Baby your the perfect shape
Baby your the perfect weight

Treat me like my birthday
I want it this way
I want it that way
I want it, Tell me you don't want me to stop
Tell me it would break your heart
But you love me and all my dirty
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You want to make fires and get Norwegian wood with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Cause you will tell me every morning
Oooohhh all right baby
Ooooh yeah
Oh baby
Oh darlin
All right right

I'm lost without you!
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love you baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love yoou baby!

Ooh yeah
Oh baby
Oh darlin'
All right right
Oh baby
Oh darlin'
Ooh ooh baby
All right right... yeah.

Female blogger award

wew! Thank you so much Ila for the award! *smooch

This is what she called Hottest Female Blogger.

Actually i'm a bit confused when she ask me to "GRAB" the award that she gave to me. Still not sure what she means by GRAB the award until now, tee-hee, but i just copy paste it to my blog. :p

"and the reason why I chose them is because they have the hot looking face and brains. Its a deadly combination! Read their story, including the one who gave me this awards, its addictive."

that's the reason why she gave me and other 9 female nomination this award.

thank u so much again laaaa! :)

Little Boots. My new sashimi.

New sashimi!
Delicious new comer from England. Victoria Christina Hesketh also known by her stage name Little Boots, is an English electropop musician^. As a musician Little Boots sings and plays the keyboard, piano, stylophone and a Japanese electronic instrument, called Tenori-on.

Hesketh began writing her own songs and posting covers on the social networking sites such as Youtube and Myspace.

hi bloggie.

haven't write for quite a while. Been busy with college and stuff.

hmm... it's good to see u guys again.

Anything new?

Me?

Well, not really. Nothing is quite interesting to write about.

Now i'm sitting nicely with Ghea's laptop with niva lay down with her laptop besides me, typing this random thing. I actually have to perform this afternoon : 4pm.

But i am too lazy to got up and shower.

I still don't know what to wear later.

It's a pretty big event held in my university. A gathering for Indonesia-Malaysia student, or whatever it is. In purpose to 'kinda' stop the idea of having a war between this two country.

Ow well, im not gonna say anything about it. There will be too much unethical spam and comments from non responsible people every time we try to discuss about it.

So yeah, just let it be.

Ow, my friends ghea and aya just bought this Color Splash Flash.

It is so damn good!!

we do some test shoot to welcoming these 2 precious thing

they named it Folca and Isabel. My friend Ila also wants to buy it. She wants to name it Pocky, but we force her to call it Butet, since Ila is originally Batak.

So here are the pieces of the photo shoot :

I really love the tone!!!

No photoshop at all! this is 100% camera + color splash flash.

u guys should buy this shit.

it's really2 worth it!

I wanna buy it too, but it's out of stock. So should be patient until the new stock come! -_-

Hmmm.... so what else??

i think im run out of idea. That's all for now.

Later im gonna write more.

c u bloggie.

keep on writing!!

smooch.

fasting exam... phewww.

hello everyone.
I wanna say Happy Ramadhan for every moslem around the world.
This is one of the toughest fasting day i must say. A lot of 'exam' for my Ramadhan that i have to go through.
First, i have to deal with my crowded time table, that force me to wake up every morning and go back at noon. Second, financial problem; i just checked my bank account and my monthly allowance cannot cover my expenses. And i don't feel good if i asked my uncle to send more.
The electricity bill is increase from last month because of my new crazy Indian house mate. She's actually a nice person, but if it comes to what we called 'home bill stuff', she could be a total bitch. And another thing is, when i asked my year leader about my student report, she gave me a quite shocking news, that i have to add one more elective subject to my PACK time table. Means, i have to asked my dad to send me extra money to pay that subject. What pissed me more is that when i registered, the year leader said that i don't have to take any elective! Why now?? Sigh....God, what an 'exam'.
And my third worries is related to my second 'exam'. If the year leader could made that kind of mistakes, i worried that i can't graduated this semester just because of technical problem or because of human error. It is more frustrating than when u are not graduated because you are lazy. Seriously, i don't know how to face that up coming reality(even it's not certain)and how i tell my parents that i'm not graduating this semester??

Really guys.
tell me how?? I can't get over it from my head.
Please God, i want to graduate this semester.
help me to go through any obstacle. :(
please.

Indonesia Independence Day

17 August 2009, located in my University at Limkokwing, Malaysia.
We just had a celebration for our beloved country birthday. There is a lot of games, performance and also an exhibition. We also asked the international student to participate in this event.
It's a quite fun moment for us Indonesian student. :)

Crying list. It's not a wish list.

OK. Don't get me wrong.
This is not another form of desperation that i try to compile in one list. This is just something that happened during my holiday and literally made me cry. Holiday and crying, not a good combination i admit. But still, it does happened in my holiday.
So lets start the list shall we ?

1. My first fight with my bf.
Same stupid thing. We always fight about "when will u come to my house?!".
We should make a song about it. It is really pissed me off.

2. Process of CLEANING THE MUD(private theory. can't tell u)
it's never gonna be easy. Plus, if you are in PMS situation, it's even harder.
sometimes what we want it's not always what we need. And to accept that concept,
some people tend to get hurt, just like me. I did cry. But i did deal with the pain instead of denied it. I believe that this will worth at the end. Even until now, i still experience the breaking down.

3. JW marriot-Ritz Carlton bomb tragedy.
I just woke up when i saw there is one message from my dad said
"There is two explosion this morning at 6.45am in Jw marriot and Ritz carlton Kuningan, Jakarta"
I was completely blur. It is for real? Another bomb inside one of the most secure hotel in Jakarta? Then i turned on the tv and yes.... everything is about the damn explosion.
There is this one old guy named Mc Cay, president of Holcim company. I still saw him on tv covered with blood but he still alive. People run him to the hospital, but it was too late.
By the time he reach there, he's gone. I feel so devastated, and starts to cry. He's old and weak,
why he have to die like that. Imagine how if that is our dad or grandfather? How sad and angry we gonna be.
This bomber is an idiot who use God as an excuse to kill each other. They sacrifice innocent people for what they called "JIHAD". Jihad my ass!
Jihad it is not to kill innocent people and destroy yet put shame in your own country and religion. I hope God torture them in hell. Ow yeah. They will rotten in hell for sure.



i pray for my self and for all of people that still have a crying list,
may GOD release their pain, give courage to move on from traumatic situation
and erase their crying list.

amien.

Jenesya Make-over

My friend Galang gave a little make over to our dear friend Jenesya.
And the make over turns into a wicked photo shoot. Ila and Hasan helps
him to do the photo shoot. Too bad i wasn't there. :(

But i did give him a favor to 'MAKE OVER' these picture.....

........into this collage.

Sayonara MJ

RIP to the king of pop and one of world biggest inspirations. May God cover you Michael.
I have great admiration and respect for him even i'm not his biggest fans.
I don't know much about him and know less about his song, but i have to admit that there is no one in the world like MJ! Never will be! He is the KING of pop and world biggest sensation!
Another legend in music industry that has thousand, million, or maybe billion of fans. He will be deeply missed, but never forgotten. This is another world biggest losses after Princess Diana, and obviously his funeral today will be as large as Princess Diana's funeral day.

I feel so blessed to have been touched by his music and his genius lyrics. Ben is one of my favorite song. It's just a sweet simple song for a mouse cartoon soundtrack, but somehow it gives me shiver everytime i hear it. For me, that song is amazingly deep and touchy.

My deep condolences to his family, friends and fans around the world.
Michael Jackson Rest in Peace and may your music remains in people's soul. :)

Holy-day... Back in town

Finally! after the series of frustrating exam day plus jobless time in my apartment,
i'm back in my home sweet home!
I really have no specific plan for this holiday. I did have a few photo shoot to do next week
for my friend boutique and also for another Bingkai exhibition. But currently i have nothing to do but to waste my time hang with my buddies, make love with my sister's laptop playing The Sims 3 (you should try this game! it's awesome.)all day, and of course eat and eat.
I ate a lot of ramen at Takigawa restaurant with my siblings and grandma in the second day of my holiday.
Sorry, if it comes to FOOD, i just can't wait. :p

Happy Holiday everyone.

My Bitch, Diana

model : Hasan Alatas

EUPHORIA by Ministry of Sound presents HED KANDI

Patrick Oliver the resident Dj of MOS. damn sexy!!

Hed Kandi is a UK-based record label and a music brand which was established in 1999 by Mark Doyle, specializing in commercial house music. Hed Kandi's catalogue includes both artist albums and various genres of club compilations. Hed Kandi combine with pure energy for a spectacular one-night only event at Ministry of Sound – EUPHORIA @ Sunway Lagoon Resort on Saturday, 6 June 2009. U.K.’s DJ Carl Hanaghan rocks the dance floor with a torrential stream of funk, electro and house, magnified by the supersonic beats of percussionist Pav.

Patrick Oliver and Carl Hanaghan from Hed Kandi.
Which one Hotter?? ;p

Carl Hanaghan damn cute!!