Teh Manis Anget

hola. hola.

2009-11-12T07:16:00.000-08:00

Hey-ho!
How r u guys? I know, it's been ages that i haven't write in my blog.
Too much 'shit' i have to flushed these days. I'll be graduating this December (HOPEFULLY!) so u know the amount of task that i have to deal with it's sooooo fucked up. I've got tons of assignment, some presentation, and gallons of quiz! I'm so dead.

So let me update you with things that had been going on with me lately.

1. I just bought an aquarium with five tropical fish. I know, this is so random.
Me and my boyfriend, we're actually planning to watch a movie. But i don't what is up with his mind, he suddenly change his mind and we end-up buying these crap which is lately turn into a good stuff. Im the one who picked all the fish and named all of 'em; Butet, Nasrudin, Ramona, Hengky, and Poop. My boyfriend is not very happy with the name that i picked, i bet u guys understand why. :p

2. This Is It, is one of the most MUST WATCH movie. At least that is what people said.
But somehow it doesn't work for me. I found that THIS IS IT is pretty boring as a movie, but in term of PERFORMANCE? he is a legend. If only his still alive, this concert will be a LEGENDARY concert. Damn spectacular!!

3. That's right girls. Gabe Bondoc! The Youtube star.... One of the hottest internet sensation.
To be honest, i have no idea who he is until one of my friend showed me the Part of Your World cover that he made on Youtube. And at the moment he start to sing, i know that i have a HUGE crush on him!! But unfortunatelly, there is a turn off factor for me : his a bit sissy.
I don't know and i don't care whether u guys agree or not with me, but i can sense the sissyness.
I just hope his just being cute, not being a BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN.

All rite people. I have to finish my Quantitave Method study.
I'll catch up with u guys later 'k?
take care! BHAAAAY.

Lost Without You

2009-11-09T21:58:00.000-08:00

This is the cover of Robin Thicke song's which is Lost without You.
Hope You Guys Enjoy it :)

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Tell me how you love me more
And how you think I'm sexy baby
But you don't want nobody else
You don't want this guy
You don't want that guy
You wanna touch yourself when you see me
Tell me how you love my body
And how I make you feel baby
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby
Tell me you depend on me
I need to hear it

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Baby your the perfect shape
Baby your the perfect weight

Treat me like my birthday
I want it this way
I want it that way
I want it, Tell me you don't want me to stop
Tell me it would break your heart
But you love me and all my dirty
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You want to make fires and get Norwegian wood with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Cause you will tell me every morning
Oooohhh all right baby
Ooooh yeah
Oh baby
Oh darlin
All right right

I'm lost without you!
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love you baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love yoou baby!

Ooh yeah
Oh baby
Oh darlin'
All right right
Oh baby
Oh darlin'
Ooh ooh baby
All right right... yeah.

Female blogger award

2009-10-13T11:27:00.001-07:00

wew! Thank you so much Ila for the award! *smooch

This is what she called Hottest Female Blogger.

Actually i'm a bit confused when she ask me to "GRAB" the award that she gave to me. Still not sure what she means by GRAB the award until now, tee-hee, but i just copy paste it to my blog. :p

"and the reason why I chose them is because they have the hot looking face and brains. Its a deadly combination! Read their story, including the one who gave me this awards, its addictive."

that's the reason why she gave me and other 9 female nomination this award.

thank u so much again laaaa! :)

Little Boots. My new sashimi.

2009-09-19T09:37:00.000-07:00

New sashimi!
Delicious new comer from England. Victoria Christina Hesketh also known by her stage name Little Boots, is an English electropop musician^. As a musician Little Boots sings and plays the keyboard, piano, stylophone and a Japanese electronic instrument, called Tenori-on .

Hesketh began writing her own songs and posting covers on the social networking sites such as Youtube and Myspace.

2009-09-15T21:38:00.000-07:00

hi bloggie.

haven't write for quite a while. Been busy with college and stuff.

hmm... it's good to see u guys again.

Anything new?

Me?

Well, not really. Nothing is quite interesting to write about.

Now i'm sitting nicely with Ghea's laptop with niva lay down with her laptop besides me, typing this random thing. I actually have to perform this afternoon : 4pm.

But i am too lazy to got up and shower.

I still don't know what to wear later.

It's a pretty big event held in my university. A gathering for Indonesia-Malaysia student, or whatever it is. In purpose to 'kinda' stop the idea of having a war between this two country.

Ow well, im not gonna say anything about it. There will be too much unethical spam and comments from non responsible people every time we try to discuss about it.

So yeah, just let it be.

Ow, my friends ghea and aya just bought this Color Splash Flash.

It is so damn good!!

we do some test shoot to welcoming these 2 precious thing

they named it Folca and Isabel. My friend Ila also wants to buy it. She wants to name it Pocky, but we force her to call it Butet, since Ila is originally Batak.

So here are the pieces of the photo shoot :

I really love the tone!!!

No photoshop at all! this is 100% camera + color splash flash.

u guys should buy this shit.

it's really2 worth it!

I wanna buy it too, but it's out of stock. So should be patient until the new stock come! -_-

Hmmm.... so what else??

i think im run out of idea. That's all for now.

Later im gonna write more.

c u bloggie.

keep on writing!!

smooch.

fasting exam... phewww.

2009-08-25T03:17:00.001-07:00

hello everyone.
I wanna say Happy Ramadhan for every moslem around the world.
This is one of the toughest fasting day i must say. A lot of 'exam' for my Ramadhan that i have to go through.
First, i have to deal with my crowded time table, that force me to wake up every morning and go back at noon. Second, financial problem; i just checked my bank account and my monthly allowance cannot cover my expenses. And i don't feel good if i asked my uncle to send more.
The electricity bill is increase from last month because of my new crazy Indian house mate. She's actually a nice person, but if it comes to what we called 'home bill stuff', she could be a total bitch. And another thing is, when i asked my year leader about my student report, she gave me a quite shocking news, that i have to add one more elective subject to my PACK time table. Means, i have to asked my dad to send me extra money to pay that subject. What pissed me more is that when i registered, the year leader said that i don't have to take any elective! Why now?? Sigh....God, what an 'exam'.
And my third worries is related to my second 'exam'. If the year leader could made that kind of mistakes, i worried that i can't graduated this semester just because of technical problem or because of human error. It is more frustrating than when u are not graduated because you are lazy. Seriously, i don't know how to face that up coming reality(even it's not certain)and how i tell my parents that i'm not graduating this semester??

Really guys.
tell me how?? I can't get over it from my head.
Please God, i want to graduate this semester.
help me to go through any obstacle. :(
please.

Indonesia Independence Day

2009-08-20T00:03:00.000-07:00

17 August 2009, located in my University at Limkokwing, Malaysia.
We just had a celebration for our beloved country birthday. There is a lot of games, performance and also an exhibition. We also asked the international student to participate in this event.
It's a quite fun moment for us Indonesian student. :)

Crying list. It's not a wish list.

2009-07-21T21:32:00.000-07:00

OK. Don't get me wrong.
This is not another form of desperation that i try to compile in one list. This is just something that happened during my holiday and literally made me cry. Holiday and crying, not a good combination i admit. But still, it does happened in my holiday.
So lets start the list shall we ?

1. My first fight with my bf.
Same stupid thing. We always fight about "when will u come to my house?!".
We should make a song about it. It is really pissed me off.

2. Process of CLEANING THE MUD(private theory. can't tell u)
it's never gonna be easy. Plus, if you are in PMS situation, it's even harder.
sometimes what we want it's not always what we need. And to accept that concept,
some people tend to get hurt, just like me. I did cry. But i did deal with the pain instead of denied it. I believe that this will worth at the end. Even until now, i still experience the breaking down.

3. JW marriot-Ritz Carlton bomb tragedy.
I just woke up when i saw there is one message from my dad said
"There is two explosion this morning at 6.45am in Jw marriot and Ritz carlton Kuningan, Jakarta"
I was completely blur. It is for real? Another bomb inside one of the most secure hotel in Jakarta? Then i turned on the tv and yes.... everything is about the damn explosion.
There is this one old guy named Mc Cay, president of Holcim company. I still saw him on tv covered with blood but he still alive. People run him to the hospital, but it was too late.
By the time he reach there, he's gone. I feel so devastated, and starts to cry. He's old and weak,
why he have to die like that. Imagine how if that is our dad or grandfather? How sad and angry we gonna be.
This bomber is an idiot who use God as an excuse to kill each other. They sacrifice innocent people for what they called "JIHAD". Jihad my ass!
Jihad it is not to kill innocent people and destroy yet put shame in your own country and religion. I hope God torture them in hell. Ow yeah. They will rotten in hell for sure.

i pray for my self and for all of people that still have a crying list,
may GOD release their pain, give courage to move on from traumatic situation
and erase their crying list.

amien.

Jenesya Make-over

2009-07-08T00:35:00.000-07:00

My friend Galang gave a little make over to our dear friend Jenesya.
And the make over turns into a wicked photo shoot. Ila and Hasan helps
him to do the photo shoot. Too bad i wasn't there. :(

But i did give him a favor to 'MAKE OVER' these picture.....

........into this collage.

Sayonara MJ

2009-07-07T09:00:00.001-07:00

RIP to the king of pop and one of world biggest inspirations. May God cover you Michael.
I have great admiration and respect for him even i'm not his biggest fans.
I don't know much about him and know less about his song, but i have to admit that there is no one in the world like MJ! Never will be! He is the KING of pop and world biggest sensation!
Another legend in music industry that has thousand, million, or maybe billion of fans. He will be deeply missed, but never forgotten. This is another world biggest losses after Princess Diana, and obviously his funeral today will be as large as Princess Diana's funeral day.

I feel so blessed to have been touched by his music and his genius lyrics. Ben is one of my favorite song. It's just a sweet simple song for a mouse cartoon soundtrack, but somehow it gives me shiver everytime i hear it. For me, that song is amazingly deep and touchy.

My deep condolences to his family, friends and fans around the world.
Michael Jackson Rest in Peace and may your music remains in people's soul. :)

Holy-day... Back in town

2009-07-06T01:30:00.000-07:00

Finally! after the series of frustrating exam day plus jobless time in my apartment,
i'm back in my home sweet home!
I really have no specific plan for this holiday. I did have a few photo shoot to do next week
for my friend boutique and also for another Bingkai exhibition. But currently i have nothing to do but to waste my time hang with my buddies, make love with my sister's laptop playing The Sims 3 (you should try this game! it's awesome.)all day, and of course eat and eat.
I ate a lot of ramen at Takigawa restaurant with my siblings and grandma in the second day of my holiday.
Sorry, if it comes to FOOD, i just can't wait. :p

Happy Holiday everyone.

My Bitch, Diana

2009-07-06T01:21:00.000-07:00

model : Hasan Alatas

EUPHORIA by Ministry of Sound presents HED KANDI

2009-06-10T03:05:00.000-07:00

Patrick Oliver the resident Dj of MOS. damn sexy!!

Hed Kandi is a UK-based record label and a music brand which was established in 1999 by Mark Doyle, specializing in commercial house music. Hed Kandi's catalogue includes both artist albums and various genres of club compilations. Hed Kandi combine with pure energy for a spectacular one-night only event at Ministry of Sound – EUPHORIA @ Sunway Lagoon Resort on Saturday, 6 June 2009. U.K.’s DJ Carl Hanaghan rocks the dance floor with a torrential stream of funk, electro and house, magnified by the supersonic beats of percussionist Pav.

Patrick Oliver and Carl Hanaghan from Hed Kandi.
Which one Hotter?? ;p

Carl Hanaghan damn cute!!

lunariya

2009-05-26T01:00:00.001-07:00

Another amazing female photographer from deviantart.
She is from Ukraine.
Her flawless amazing photo shoot really soothing my sight.

http://lunariya.deviantart.com/

lejdi-niedzwiedz

2009-05-26T00:45:00.000-07:00

Female photographer from Poland that i found from deviantart.

The title of this post is from her deviantart name. Her brilliant yet honest photo shoot just caught my eyes. It is spontaneously amazing, and the execution just nicely done. I really love the retro tone.
http://lejdi-niedzwiedz.deviantart.com/

Slightly still you

2009-05-25T22:22:00.000-07:00

It's 1 in the afternoon and i just woke up with random things in mind. I haven't showered and just finish my supposed-to-be-a-morning-ritual thingy(and i bet u don't want the detail).

Here, i am sitting nicely with my boyfriend's laptop (i 'forced' to borrow it from him, tee hee) and typing this post with half of my consciousness flew away to other dimension.
i actually wrote when i felt like i wanna wrote something. And it is rarely happened, becoz i wrote when i can't express my feelings or if everything seems to be overloaded. Now, i feel both.

Speaking about being honest, honestly i don't seem really honest when i wrote a blog. Coz most of the time all i do is paraphrasing the words. It is hard to be bold and knowing that thousand of people might read your thoughts.
I used to think that no body will read this trash, no one will read someone else blog unless they are somebody. But curiousity makes me put the visitor counter widget below this blog and founds out that 4thousand people reading or at least 'walking' around my blog. It is surprising to know that people actually read your blog even when it's actually just a piece of crap. It is actually a good thing becoz blog is meant to be read. But for me, there is a moment where i just want to be an anonymous and said whatever i want to say without afraid to get busted. Sounds like i want to be a GossipGirl in blog kind of way is it? yekh.

But since it is impossible to become an anonymous, let's just jazz it up shall we?
ok.
Something just pissing me off lately. Now it is not becoz i don't understand about how things works. But because i am a hundred percent understood about things and how it is works.
Again, i paraphrase it.

Let me show u this quote "The world could be amazing when you are SLIGHTLY strange" do you get why im bolding up that word? Becoz people are tend to ignore that words and become GREATLY strange! they thought that when u are AMAZINGLY strange, u could make the world AMAZING. Kiss my foot!
These people really make me sick. To be frank, i am a weirdo, i am a geek and i am SLIGHTLY strange, but i am what i am. It is sad to see people AMAZINGLY strange just becoz they act like somebody else. The worst part is, u actually used to falling love with their attitude and suddenly u don't know who they are and u stand there, cursing them. It feels good when u do that, but after u go to bed rewind about what u just did to them, u feel miserable. Coz deep down, you could see them more than a strange looser. You still recognize their real color, SLIGHTLY.

It is hurts to see the lost in their face. They could draw the widest smile ever and laugh as hard as they can, but they can't fool the eye. It's empty, and it is too complicated for me to fill it.
I can't help much, and it is sad to know all you can do is watching them drawn into self-pity.
I always thought that i could get over it. But the truth is being hypocrite just makes me feel miserable. Makes me look like them. I know why i care so much about them, but the reason is just too deep to confess. And i don't want to admit it.

Damn, i am a hyprocrite. So do u, so do us.
If it comes to hypocrite thing, i'll drag all of u into it. Coz i could bet this whole world for you that once in your life, u must did something hypocrite.

So when this is over???
Could they become just SLIGHTLY strange?
I miss it. And missing is hurting.
and obviously, it is not an ending. YET.

there is no right or wrong when it comes to feeling

2009-05-24T09:10:00.000-07:00

it's been a while that i haven't spit out my mind here.... since sushi's dead, i've got nothing to do except doing my fucking assignment. i hve to beg people to borrow me their laptop just to check my facebook or doing my assignment! i have no mood to wrote my thought here if it's not with my laptop. but anyways, at last now i got a chance to borrow my friend laptop and fortunately i got some mood to fill this blog.
Owww-keiii. where i have to start? i always have this kind of difficulties to start an 'english writing' thing.
The fact that my grammar is all over the place makes me feel like talking trash. Pathetic.

Today, i went to watch Night at Museum 2, it is pretty hilarious. I watched it with my friend Gea after finished our lunch at Bu Atun restaurant (Indonesian Restaurant). And somehow, i can't really concentrate watching the movie. Why? coz few things buzzing around my head lately. It is about how's life moves in such a mysterious way. We can predict what it's gonna happen next, but we never knew the exact result of our prediction.
These days, i've been distracted by sooo many things that is never cross my mind at all. I can't understand the way people think and sense each other. I thought i am the master of SENSING PEOPLE, i thought i am pretty expert to read people's mind, but the fact is i still missed few things to become an expert and master. I still have to learn few things, not just about reading their attitude, habit, body language, but also FEELINGS.
I just realized how complicated life is if it comes to FEELINGS. U never knew which person u will fall for, u will never knew which person u will hate the most, u will never knew with who u will end up with. It's such a mystery.
And when u talk about feeling, there is no RIGHT or WRONG. Coz it's not your choice to have certain feelings with particular person, whether is love or hate or jealousy. It is come naturally from your unconscious mind, u can't resist it immediately. So what i am trying to say here is that sometimea u don't know how do u have to react with unexpected circumstances. U are lost of words, lost of action, or even worst, you are lost your mind. Currently i am in this kind of situation. I am dealing with feelings; mine and other's. Since there is no right or wrong in this case, so u are the one who determine which is right or wrong. Different person has different perspective to judge whether is right or wrong. And i am afraid when i think i did a right thing, people think the opposite, and vice versa.

This is a sensitive case, i don't want to get hurt, and i don't want to hurt people. I did torn my self a lil bit with some mistake. And i don't want to go there again.
it was awful and painful at the same time, but i will never erase that. every line has a lesson to learn, i've learn mine. Hope this time i do the right thing.

Love Game ;)

2009-05-22T10:57:00.000-07:00

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

I wanna kiss you
But if i do then i might miss you, babe
It's complicated and stupid
Got my xxx squeezed by sexy cupid
Guess he wants to play, wants to play
I love game, i love game

Hold me and love me
Just want touch you for a minute
Baby three seconds is in it for my heart to quit it

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Don't think too much, just bust that thick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

Let's play a love game, play a love game
Do you want love, or you want fame
Or you win the game
Through the love game
Let's play a love game, play a love game
Do you want love, or you want fame
Or you win the game
Through the love game

I'm on a mission and it involves some heavy touching, yeah
You've indicated your interest, i'm educated in sex, yes
And now i want it bad, want it bad
I love game, i love game

Hold me and love me
Just want touch you for a minute
Baby three seconds is in it for my heart to quit it

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Don't think too much, just bust that thick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

I can see you staring there from across the block
With a smile on your mouth and your hand on your c (huh!)
The story of us, it always starts the same
A boy and a girl and a (huh!) and a game

R.I.P my dear sushi...

2009-05-09T06:57:00.000-07:00

if u read my older post, u'll know how much i love my laptop.
His name is sushi. Ow, is a HE by the way. :'(
and yesterday, i found out that his LCD crashed and still can't figure out how it happened!
i feel half dead right know! The fact that i still have ton of assignment that i have to submit this week even stress me more. GOD!!!! how can i finish those shit by this week????
God please have mercy on me.

i love him so much.
if only people know how much i engaged to him, they wont think i'm a nut head.

sushi, get well soon.
i miss u already.... :'((

David Cook- Always be My Baby

2009-05-03T01:22:00.000-07:00

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

You'll always be a part of me (oooohhhh)
I'm part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)
Boy don't you know you can't escape me (ooooohhhhhh)
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (and we will linger on)
Time cant erase a feeling this strong (ohhhh)
No way you're never gonna shake me (oh baby)
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

You and I will always be
No way your never gonna shake me
No way your never gonna shake me
You and I will always be

good night my story teller.

2009-05-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

Life isn't perfect, speculation it's not the best perspective,
and intuition sometimes uglier than sensing..... That is what i felt right know.
I felt so stupid and literally cry over my reckless mind. It's not our fault if we couldn't see the true meaning between these fucking biased. It's not our fault if we lock the deepest secret behind the perfect bitter smile. It's not our responsible if we touch each other heart and felt the comfort in it.
Life is one of the mystery that even Holmes cannot solve. We haven't arrange a big plan, we laugh and hug the beautiful disaster innocently, we whisper each other bed time story, we shout everything honestly except those 3 word. You, me, us, except them, runaway from the reality, torture our soul pretending we are the survivor, we are unbreakable, while the rest of them laughing at us the pretender.

But i know time will passed this by... The night of truth is opened their selfishness.
And there, where the word are flowing like a crying river, and im stood there
lost of words. The sincerest word i've ever heard, but still change nothing,
even if it's not too late.

Still, i never press delete to remove that part of my story.
It's not the sweetest, it's not the longest, not even the saddest, it is pretty lame and
it could be one of the mess.
but to be bold, it is the most beautiful mess in the chapter of my life.
also one of the greatest lesson for us, maybe them.

so good night my story teller.
it's so good to know you.
i will always miss your bed time story...
hope you can whisper it again a hundred time. :')

Autumn Good bye

2009-04-30T06:53:00.000-07:00

I never promise You
a
Happy Ending

Model : Syatra Aulia

morning mourn.

2009-04-26T14:38:00.000-07:00

it is already 5.38am in the morning and Sushi the laptop still seating nicely on my lap while im typing this USUAL absurd post to my blog. Well, what know? hmm.... yeah, there is something buzzing around my mind lately. I AM MISSING SOME(?) yeah, that question mark shows that i couldn't decide whether is a THING or is a BODY or maybe both. This whole week, i felt a big part of me searching for an answer. If it somebody maybe it's not just SOME, it could be more than one body that i missed. If it's a thing, i might lost tons of things. I felt some people change and others start to fade out from my life. And it's hurt to know that you realize it but can't do much about it. I know that people change, we cannot say DON'T if they are willing to. But yeah, to be honest, when people start to change into something that (in your perspective) is negative, you will somehow hurts because of that even when they think it's positive for them. And that's what i feel right now. deep inside, i want everything just like before. I want whatever change right now, please be like what is supposed to be. and if it's not, dear God... You know what best for me,them and the entire human race. i pray for what is best in Your eyes and cherish for what i have right now.

16 April | Good bye fake id

2009-04-23T04:07:00.001-07:00

Bday present from Archy

"happy bday Wonder Woman" tee-hee... xp

Another Aprilian! LOL.

Blow the candle oldie.

at last i became 21 this April. I am officially LEGAL! yeay! No fake id needed for any "club thingy" situation. I was happy because my bunch set a wonderful surprise for me
with a delicious "LOW FAT" cake from Secret Recipe (i know this is sounds a bit freak).
It is actually a bit weird turned into 21 and haven't done any significant thing in life.
I felt a bit waste, because when i was 17 i always thought in this age i already turn into BIG.
I mean not BIG as in FAT, because that one is hundred percent accomplish, but BIG as in success or being somebody.
So in this graceful age, i wish i could be a better person in every aspect in life....

you rather be a mystery

2009-04-14T13:56:00.000-07:00

"Something hidden it is more interesting than what obvious" -scorpio motto

Well,i am not a Scorpio , but i did fall in love with this motto.
it doesn't mean that Aries don't have a motto as cool as Scorpio's.
We do have it, and it's sounds like this;

"Ready,fire, AIM!"

really straight forward and sounds growling.
But however, i still have a huge crush with scorpio's.
I don't know, maybe bcoz it is just fits my current situation, and somehow i found that is a very sexy quote. xp

and for u my dear. Since you act like a WHORE lately.
You rather be a mystery. I like it that way.