Tuesday, December 30, 2008


1. In 2009, i want B mark for my whole subject! no more D or even C+ !!
2. Going going gone you extra MEAT! 2009, i have to lose A LOT of weight.
3. GRADUATE! at least at the end of 2009 !
4. ng.. well. I actually don't want to put BB as a resolution, but since my whole bunch use it, ng...i think i need one. LOLZ. *evil grin*
5. yup, it's time to prepare my portfolio. 2009, i want the best portfolio ever for my job.
6. i actually planned this T-SHIRT business start from early 2008. So next year, i want this to be come true.
7. Finish and publish my Novel. geez, this is a must!!
8. DSLR. Any DSLR can do. i never have DSLR cam in my life.. but next year, i need it more than anything.
9. Cliche, but i really want to fix my SHOLAT next year. Have to. This whole resolution cannot be done without GOD besides u.
10. number 9 should be the "last but not least", but it's ok, my last but not least resolution would be : Publish my song. I still figure out how to. But i hope next year i can get the answer.


so folks, have a BLAST in your NEW YEAR EVE!
c u next year!!!

Saturday, December 20, 2008

old teaser.

i found this old picture that i took with my photo booth inside my pen drive.
This is the only photo dat still left from my old photo collection, before i reformat my laptop
that day and 'washed' the whole data. *sniff* :'(

i'm so glad that i could save this shot. This is like my favorite. *huggies*

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Jingle all the way

Halloooooo Santa Claus. Hohohohohoho.

i dedicated this photo for those who celebrate.

Friday, December 5, 2008

He replace Daniel Radcliffe in my heart

TWILIGHT is an action-packed, modern-day love story between a teenage girl and a vampire. Bella Swan (Kristen Stewart) has always been a little bit different, never caring about fitting in with the trendy girls at her Phoenix high school. When her mother re-marries and sends Bella to live with her father in the rainy little town of Forks, Washington, she doesn't expect much of anything to change. Then she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson), a boy unlike any she's ever met. Edward is a vampire, but he doesn't have fangs and his family is unique in that they choose not to drink human blood. Intelligent and witty, Edward sees straight into Bella's soul. Soon, they are swept up in a passionate, thrilling and unorthodox romance. To Edward, Bella is what he has waited 90 years for - a soul mate. But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy. But what will Edward & Bella do when a clan of new vampires - James (Cam Gigandet), Laurent (Edi Gathegi) and Victoria (Rachelle Lefevre) - come to town and threaten to disrupt their way of life?

Before i watch this movie, i thought Harry Potter (daniel Radcliffe) is the coolest "fantasy" character ever.
But from now on, Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson)is the one who stole my heart. *biggrin*

John West- Loved You Tonight

Verse 1:
You're far far away from me
Don't know much about you
But I like what I see
We don't have to judge each other
We could just be
We could just breathe
Maybe wait and see
But in the meantime

Would you mind if I told you
I loved you tonight
Cuz it seems when you close to me
It's gonna be alright

Would you mind if I told you
I loved you just for tonight
Cuz it seems when you close to me
It's gonna be alright

Verse 2:
We've been in love before
haven't we
But past loves like past lives
It seems to me
We don't have to fear this moment
We could go slow
See where this goes
Cuz you never know
But in the meantime


i fell in love with this song. According to the lyrics and the music video, i think this song it's about one night stand. John West make it sounds really romantic and sexy. Not taboo or erotic.
I like it so much.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Art Goddess

one of my favorite shot from my latest work.

model : syatra aulia

Friday, November 28, 2008

sneak peak for my next project

this is for sort of a wink2... xp

model : mahda kemala

i'll post the rest of it later (plus behind the shoot) , when it's totally done.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

The making of Tuna Maki

This is how i showed how much i love sushi, by learn how to make
them. Now, with my precious sushi set and my SOTOY knowledge,
me and my housemate try to made tuna and salmon maki...
and this is the result.....

(want to see the step by step, look from the bottom to the top)

Thursday, November 20, 2008


the same old shit just bug me again. What else, FAT-ness.
Why i have to go through this again and again. Im not trying to act like Miss Bimbo that super duper consider with their weight and watch every calories dat goes into their mouth *including tooth paste*. No, im not that freak!!
but yea, i have to get rid of this ugly flab in my body.
Maybe you don't know this but i used to be really FAT and really SKINNY. Those day, when im in 3rd year of junior high, i used to gain 60KG with height only 158cm. IMAGINE!!!
But this fatness came not without reason, since people mocked me becoz im to0 skinny that day (42kg with height only 155), i kept stuffed my self with food like hell without realize that my body already bloated like pig. I felt soooo miserable that day, and i promised to my self that i have to lose at least 5kg. But what happened was.... my body shrink extremely to 43kg. I felt so DAMN HAPPY that day!! This is the result :

yep, that's me back then. Without trick or any photoshop retouch *brag brag*
but, becoz im soooo small, my body condition starts down and i experience a lot of illness .
So i have to eat a lot for recovery, and guess waht?? yea, the same shit happened again, i put on weight like the old days.
Now i reach 53kg already. Im so frustrated!!!!!!!! everytime i try to diet, it is always failed!! WHY???? pfhhhh... so tired.

me and my big fat drama.

btw this is my latest picture.
yep. soooo bloated.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

3some Series 1

.me, my laptop and my boyfriend.


i'll never talk about it again.


he's the one....

.....there's another one...

i love u like i love my laptop.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Shitty exam. YEKH!!!

the worst thing after PMS is..... PMS in the middle of EXAM.
GEEZ!!!! I am soooooo frustrated!
tomorrow i have this FINANCE FOR ENTREPRENEUR exam, which is about the FUCKING accounting and i don't understand half of it!! the worst nightmare ever, even when im still in Senior High School.
Then i still have to deal with it. ARGH!

This is totally SICK!!!!!!! can somebody just kidnap the lecture for a while??
Ow, plus tomorrow morning i have to go buy ticket for my holiday back to Indo! How sweet....
...too sweet like i can get diabetes becoz of this shit.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Me and Weirdos.

i have this kind of odd obsession with weirdos. It is pretty interesting for me to see how twisted their mind in creative kind of way.
They know that they are different and what makes u special is because others are boring and you are different. So im sincerely give them a big applause for "Daring to be weirdos".

Weirdos are cool.

u're not agree with me?
watch this. and tell me what do u think. *biggrin*

ow my FASHION God.

"The bible of fashion.
A complete anthology of modernity and an essential part of
your library." -elle,Madrid

teach me how to fxxk my life

Maenan orang kesepian.

yes, that's right!!!
PET SOCIETY beibiiii!!
show me your petttt!!

dirty monochrome.

photo that i took when i'm going back to Indonesia. This two photo is my favorite!
My sister as the model also really love this shot!

Friday, November 14, 2008

My food Report Grade

I don't know that we can have a report card for what've we ate until i found this website click here. So i list down the TOP 4 of food that i recently eat. And i'm pretty shock with my report card grade. i totally stuffed a lot of bad things inside my body. shoot.

So here is the result...... *finger cross*

Spaghetti Carbonara.
and the result issss........

ow my... not that good. let's continue.....

Chicken Fried rice.
and the result isss.......

C+???? whut the hell??
next please,

Fried instant noodle.
and the result is.........

well, it's just an instant noodle, what do u expect.
ok the last one and my favorite of all.....

ok, lets see how much i can get for this food.

YEYYYYY!!! sushi never let me down!! i knew it's a healthy food!

curious with your report grade??
just visit this website. And you'll see how good or bad your food taste are.

LOL. just for fun

i found this websites called Build Your Wild Self from Nanath's blog. This is actually quite fun.
You can make your own avatar as wild as you can.
So i made like two of it. First is the normal version, and the other one is pretty wicked version! LOL.