Teh Manis Anget

Twisted Black

2010-11-12T04:36:00.002-08:00

Black and White,

eons apart and worlds afar:

swarthy and silvery. - Daniel Onyango

a pile of my Black and White art work with a little bit of twist.

The Runaways

2010-08-28T02:59:00.001-07:00

Have you watch Dakota Fanning & Kristen Stewart latest movie : THE RUNAWAYS ? This movie is a biographical film about the 1970s all-girl rock band named THE RUNAWAYS.

Dakota Fanning plays Currie the band's sexpot singer, here's a first look at Dakota Fanning's singing abilities. For not having a professional vocal/musical background, she really does a great a job singing Cherry Bomb! I was stunned! And to be honest, this one of the reason why i make this post. I'm so drawn into Miss fanning and Miss stewart acting twist.

Kristen Stewarts plays rhythm guitarist and vocalist Joan Jett , she's got the slouchy guitar playing, the gum chewing, the swagger and the foggy voice nailed. Jett is all girl and quite pretty, but she's always had the manner of a boy. Stewart gets it right. She is not just twitchy Bella, for sure. And Michael Shannon plays record producer Kim Fowley.

This movie is pretty epic. If u'r not a big fan of Dakota or Kristen, you probably will start to have crush on these two hot stuff. They really gone deep into the character, it was nice to see Kristen Stewart undress her "Bella" character. I just didn't think they could pull it off.But they did it anyway. BRAVO!

Dakota Fanning & Cherrie Curie

First Cherry Bomb performance

Tsamina mina!

2010-07-12T03:08:00.000-07:00

Hello there!
been so cold with my blog lately...
blame my friggin telkomsel-flash for being such an A! darn....

anyway, let me do some quick update of my life lately.

Hmmm... first is must be from WORLD CUP 2010! yeahhhh SPAIN is the WORLDCUP CHAMPION mann!! awesome! That octopus, PAUL, he predict it right!

This phenomena really shocked the world.. and ME of course. At first i was thought that PAUL is a human, and OCTOPUS is just how people call him. I guess now everybody starts to think to buy some octopus to replace their SO-LAST-YEAR fish.

Another reason why i've been neglected my baby blog is because of THIS!

Been wondering what is this? this is my new business! i sell fried mushroom online through twitter : @jamurkriukeyang and website http://jamurkriukeyang.webs.com you guys should try this! i've delivered this mushroom to all over indonesia! SHAME ON YO who haven't try this!

I guess that's all i wanna say for today.
will catch up with u guys later!

BYE BLOG MONSTERS!

Marina and The Diamonds

2010-05-09T07:36:00.000-07:00

Marina Lambrini Diamandis (dee-a-man-dee) born 10 October 1985, known as Marina and the Diamonds (sometimes stylised as Marina & the diamonds), is a half-Greek half-Welsh singer-songwriter. Her voice is tremulous and rich with vibrato, makes over-all of her songs sounds perfectly quirky. I love it.

Diamandis calls herself a "DIY musician"and describes her sound as an alternative to mainstream pop music.In an interview with ClashMusic Diamandis said that she does not come from a musical background and explained

“I probably have a bit of a different sound because I don’t really know what I’m doing”

Lyrically, she says her music analyzes people and that if she wasn't a musician, she would be a psychologist.

I'm not a Robot is one of my favorite song from her album. It has an eccentric pop-rock touch and crazy decoration of synthesizers, animal impersonations, shrieking, and some funny voices.

She is really are irresistible.

VOTE FOR ME!!!

2010-05-05T03:53:00.000-07:00

Howdy!! me back again.

so u guys must be wondering, "VOTE FOR WHAT?"
Me and my friend Ghea are participated in Chitato Video competition.
All we have to do is create 60second video with our version of Life is Never Flat with Chitato.

So please show me some love by voting my video here http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=122257157787358&ref=mf , press like and leave comments there.
Wish me luck creatures!!

They are bitch of the Bitches

2010-04-12T19:52:00.000-07:00

Le Corps Mince De Françoise - The Skinny Body of Francoise(LCMDF) consist of sisters Emma and Mia Kemppainen. The band formed in 2007 and started playing out on their local scene in Helsinki, Finland. Their energetic and highly stylized live performances quickly became a sensation and they're now set to unleash their talents to the rest of Europe.

Their music genre is unclassified. Contain experimental pop, tropical rave, corky rapping, alternative noise and so on and on. Bitch of the Bitches is one of my favorite from their song list. It is really quirky and fun, plus they have a really cool low budget music video.

Forthcoming single ‘Rayban Glasses’ hits you with its school-chanting skip-along lyrics, and M.I.A Gangalang horn section, like a horde of well-meaning hoodies (hell bent on painting your comfortable two bed semi a shocking shade of fluro green).

The Noisettes

2010-04-09T19:55:00.000-07:00

La la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la
And while the city sleeps,
I won't weep
Because I couldn't keep By boyfriend
And the summers end is here again
And the leaves are golden
Under the grand silver birch tree
Were-a thinking 'bout the people we meet
Dancing feet
Wasters on the cover of a magazine
People we kissed
People we lost and the ones that we might not ever remember
Whats the use
Cause I'm,
Not what I was last summer
Not who I was in the spring
Tell me tell me tell me
When will we learn
We love it and we leave it and we watch it burn
Damn these wild young hearts
Damn this wild young heart
Now that the city's awake, my heart aches
Oh what a silly mistake it seems I've made
You left your keys under my bed
Left a thumpin in my head
I would say sorry, what's the use

Cause, I'm not what I was last September
And I don't wear the same robes in May
We know we shouldn't do it, but we do it anyway
We know we might regret it but it seemed ok
Damn this wild young heart
Damn this wild young heart
Damn this wild young heart

If now is forever then what's to prove
Cause it won't be the same next summer
And I guess I'll see you in the spring
Somebody tell me, tell me, tell me, when will I learn
I love it and I leave it and I watch it burn
Damn this wild young heart
I told you damn this wild young heart
Damn this wild young
Tell me, tell me, tell me when will I learn
Damn this wild young heart

Noisettes certainly took an unconventional approach to starting songwriting. Fresh from tour in summer 2007, guitarist Dan Smith (a man known to pair silver trousers with a yellow, sequinned shirt) and bearded drummer Jamie Morrison (who still seems surprised to be in a band at all) began sonic experiments that involved getting stoned before trips to the Natural History Museum, then attempting to cover the likes of Britney’s Hit Me Baby (One More Time).

“Some bands stick with the same style forever,” says singer Shingai Shoniwa, whose versatile vocals have seen her compared to everyone from Deborah Harry and Kate Bush to Billie Holiday and Diana Ross. “They get together because they share identical musical tastes, then never do anything different. We’re a gang, but we’re also three divas with different record collections who constantly introduce each other to new sounds, whether it’s African music, jazz, Van Morrison or Black Sabbath. For us, making music means keeping our ears open.”

Florence + The Machine

2010-03-16T21:34:00.000-07:00

Florence + The Machine, another quirky band from London with DOPE low budget video clips.
I accidentally bump into their video klip "DRUMMING SONG". And i was stunned with how their video klip executed. It's fascinating, with a very yummy tone.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwsg3Czyl78

Florence + the Machine's sound has been described as a combination of various genres, including soul,indie rock and experimental. Not familiar with them?
Try to listen "Kiss with fist". This song had been featured in Jennifer's Body OST.
The Times described her as "the most peculiar and most highly acclaimed female singer of the moment" and "the latest in a line of great English pop eccentrics".

Video Phone : Beyonce feat. Gaga

2010-02-06T20:37:00.000-08:00

can't get over this video!!

Tanjung Bira Getaway

2010-02-06T19:41:00.000-08:00

2010 It's been a hectic year so far.
It's a turn back point from my 2009. A lot of achievement had been accomplish in this year.
Yet, this is a really frustrating year especially for a clueless fresh graduate like me.
Job, it's seems like an easy word to pronounce. Well, it is. But when reality shows u what is JOB really are, u will never thought that 3 letters will be so much easier to pronounce than to find.
JOB, it's everywhere. It's there. But the problem is, the JOB that served in front of our face
rarely suits our expectation. Most of it BELOW expectation.
I can't say that i am not really proud with my self. I thought i'll find a job straight a way after i graduated. Well, it turns the other way around.

But i'm afraid the best thing i could do right now is enjoy whatever i got and stop blaming my self for what i can't achieve. Coz i realize that sometimes i have to give my self reward for what i CAN achieve instead of cursing my flaws.

Last year, i had a plan to visit my best friend Ghea in her hometown MAKASAR-SULAWESI.
But it is always a wishful thinking until last 22nd January 2010, when i decide spontaneously to make my wish come true. With my housemate Meth and Ghea's housemate; Ila we went there for a perfect getaway to one of the most beautiful Bay : Bira Bay.
This bay offers nothing but a paradise ; white sand beach, blue sky, beautiful coral reefs, clean sea, romantic resort, starry night, and a very pleasant getaway.
This is a perfect reward for my self, even though i have to burn my self a little. It is still worth every pain.

So here it is, i present to you : BIRA BAY, everyone.

2010!

2010-02-06T19:35:00.000-08:00

model : Ayda Barmawi and Ochrink

TIC annual Style Award

2009-12-10T21:38:00.000-08:00

I don't know how am i get into this, but this site put my name as one
of the nomination for their "Super Stylista" award.
I got to know about it through one of my friend. She's suddenly tweeted me,"Ca,there u are! im voting for u!"
And i was like.. That's great, thank u! but voting for WHAT??
And there are more friends told me the same thing, about voting me on that website.
Still, i have no idea.

Any way, I am really flattered even still clueless about the rest of the thing.
So please, vote me there! Just click the picture above, find my name "Anisa Dhaniaprianty" and click "VOTE".
i'll be really appreciate that!! :)
thank u!

my new bitches.

2009-12-08T20:50:00.000-08:00

Hometown: Helsinki, Finland.

The lineup: Emma Kemppianen, Mia Kemppianen, Malin Nyqvist.

The background: Le Corps Mince de Francoise – The Skinny Body of Francoise – LCMDF – are a three-piece, all chicks, all seemingly on speed, from Finland, who make pristine, pulsating electronic pop. The first thing you notice, hence the mention of amphetamines, is how fast and funkily furious their tunes are, which immediately separates these girls – two sisters and a friend – from the likes of Fan Death and New Young Pony Club, who do dour synth-disco, the slow pace designed to telegraph how fabulously fed-up they are to be here. LCMDF actually have a song called Cool and Bored, but although they do the glacial distraction thing to a tee when they open their mouths, the music itself makes them sound anything but bored, the high bpm rate demanding that their vocals keep up with the high-speed rhythm. This is possibly why they tend to shriek out barely comprehensible words (a mixture of Finnish and English by the sounds of things), as though they're anxious not to get left behind.

Those words, the ones you can make out anyway, sound funny, but you can just tell from the way they're delivered that LCMDF are being sly and satirical, and you can bet they're taking pot-shots at their peers and the fashionista brigade. Besides, you get great big clues from their song titles: debut single Bitch of the Bitches, given a sort of Bollywood flava by Berlin production house New Judas, who worked on Annie's last album, doesn't just assert their superiority over other women but sees them setting out their stall as the stronger sex – "I'm gonna marry Agent Cooper, he'd be good as a wife! I don't want to marry you, stay out of my life!" Rayban Glasses strays towards novelty, comedy grime/rap territory, like a Hanna Barbera cartoon of MIA and Yo! Majesty mud-wrestling, and finds our heroines dissing men for, among other things, their bad hair and choice of crap shoes.

But it is, as we say, all in good fun, and of the infectious variety: the Les Gillettes remix of Rayban Glasses isn't a million miles away from something like Whigfield's Saturday Night – you can just see the girls doing the Rayban Dance if and when Top Of The Pops returns – and they've got a song called Pollution that has all the mischievous exuberance missing from that last CSS album. With their debut album, due out later this year, being produced by Diplo, LCMDF could be the one – the first – hipster electro-girl-group to break through.

The buzz: "Le Corps Mince de Francoise are so wacky. Perhaps CSS would've nerded out like this had they been born in Helsinki. Cool and Bored is just waiting to be the hipster anthem."

The truth: As long as they don't alienate half their potential audience with all that boy-baiting, LCMDF should do well.

Most likely to: Advertise Raybans.

Least likely to: Advertise Intel Core 2 processors – NYPC already beat them to it.

What to buy: Bitch of the Bitches is released by Stimulus on 23 February.

File next to: Chicks On Speed, Peaches, CSS, New Young Pony Club.

Links: www.myspace.com/lecorpsmincedefrancoise

My current obsession : Allison Harvard

2009-11-14T01:04:00.000-08:00

I am obsessed with uniqueness. I swear to God, if i can bring this girl home, i will!
I will adopt her as my sister. I don't care. She's the coolest weirdos everrrr!

Ok, let me introduce you to Allison Harvard. This girl is the second finalist in ANTM cycle 12. During the audition process, Harvard stated that she loved nose bleeds and hemophilia.

When the first i saw her i was like "WHAT THE HECK WAS THAT!"
Her big eyes it's almost like a mixture of squirrel and porcelain doll. Her lips and teeth it's almost like a rabbit. But somehow her unconventional beauty it's exquisite extreme. I was drawn into her.
It's like when u go shopping and u saw some clothes that really unique and u want it soooo bad! Yeah, i got that kind of feeling. It is almost like euphoria.

I want that freakish dolly look! It's phenomenal.

hola. hola.

2009-11-12T07:16:00.000-08:00

Hey-ho!
How r u guys? I know, it's been ages that i haven't write in my blog.
Too much 'shit' i have to flushed these days. I'll be graduating this December (HOPEFULLY!) so u know the amount of task that i have to deal with it's sooooo fucked up. I've got tons of assignment, some presentation, and gallons of quiz! I'm so dead.

So let me update you with things that had been going on with me lately.

1. I just bought an aquarium with five tropical fish. I know, this is so random.
Me and my boyfriend, we're actually planning to watch a movie. But i don't what is up with his mind, he suddenly change his mind and we end-up buying these crap which is lately turn into a good stuff. Im the one who picked all the fish and named all of 'em; Butet, Nasrudin, Ramona, Hengky, and Poop. My boyfriend is not very happy with the name that i picked, i bet u guys understand why. :p

2. This Is It, is one of the most MUST WATCH movie. At least that is what people said.
But somehow it doesn't work for me. I found that THIS IS IT is pretty boring as a movie, but in term of PERFORMANCE? he is a legend. If only his still alive, this concert will be a LEGENDARY concert. Damn spectacular!!

3. That's right girls. Gabe Bondoc! The Youtube star.... One of the hottest internet sensation.
To be honest, i have no idea who he is until one of my friend showed me the Part of Your World cover that he made on Youtube. And at the moment he start to sing, i know that i have a HUGE crush on him!! But unfortunatelly, there is a turn off factor for me : his a bit sissy.
I don't know and i don't care whether u guys agree or not with me, but i can sense the sissyness.
I just hope his just being cute, not being a BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN.

All rite people. I have to finish my Quantitave Method study.
I'll catch up with u guys later 'k?
take care! BHAAAAY.

Lost Without You

2009-11-09T21:58:00.000-08:00

This is the cover of Robin Thicke song's which is Lost without You.
Hope You Guys Enjoy it :)

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Tell me how you love me more
And how you think I'm sexy baby
But you don't want nobody else
You don't want this guy
You don't want that guy
You wanna touch yourself when you see me
Tell me how you love my body
And how I make you feel baby
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby
Tell me you depend on me
I need to hear it

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Baby your the perfect shape
Baby your the perfect weight

Treat me like my birthday
I want it this way
I want it that way
I want it, Tell me you don't want me to stop
Tell me it would break your heart
But you love me and all my dirty
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You want to make fires and get Norwegian wood with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Cause you will tell me every morning
Oooohhh all right baby
Ooooh yeah
Oh baby
Oh darlin
All right right

I'm lost without you!
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love you baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love yoou baby!

Ooh yeah
Oh baby
Oh darlin'
All right right
Oh baby
Oh darlin'
Ooh ooh baby
All right right... yeah.

Female blogger award

2009-10-13T11:27:00.001-07:00

wew! Thank you so much Ila for the award! *smooch

This is what she called Hottest Female Blogger.

Actually i'm a bit confused when she ask me to "GRAB" the award that she gave to me. Still not sure what she means by GRAB the award until now, tee-hee, but i just copy paste it to my blog. :p

"and the reason why I chose them is because they have the hot looking face and brains. Its a deadly combination! Read their story, including the one who gave me this awards, its addictive."

that's the reason why she gave me and other 9 female nomination this award.

thank u so much again laaaa! :)

Little Boots. My new sashimi.

2009-09-19T09:37:00.000-07:00

New sashimi!
Delicious new comer from England. Victoria Christina Hesketh also known by her stage name Little Boots, is an English electropop musician^. As a musician Little Boots sings and plays the keyboard, piano, stylophone and a Japanese electronic instrument, called Tenori-on .

Hesketh began writing her own songs and posting covers on the social networking sites such as Youtube and Myspace.

2009-09-15T21:38:00.000-07:00

hi bloggie.

haven't write for quite a while. Been busy with college and stuff.

hmm... it's good to see u guys again.

Anything new?

Me?

Well, not really. Nothing is quite interesting to write about.

Now i'm sitting nicely with Ghea's laptop with niva lay down with her laptop besides me, typing this random thing. I actually have to perform this afternoon : 4pm.

But i am too lazy to got up and shower.

I still don't know what to wear later.

It's a pretty big event held in my university. A gathering for Indonesia-Malaysia student, or whatever it is. In purpose to 'kinda' stop the idea of having a war between this two country.

Ow well, im not gonna say anything about it. There will be too much unethical spam and comments from non responsible people every time we try to discuss about it.

So yeah, just let it be.

Ow, my friends ghea and aya just bought this Color Splash Flash.

It is so damn good!!

we do some test shoot to welcoming these 2 precious thing

they named it Folca and Isabel. My friend Ila also wants to buy it. She wants to name it Pocky, but we force her to call it Butet, since Ila is originally Batak.

So here are the pieces of the photo shoot :

I really love the tone!!!

No photoshop at all! this is 100% camera + color splash flash.

u guys should buy this shit.

it's really2 worth it!

I wanna buy it too, but it's out of stock. So should be patient until the new stock come! -_-

Hmmm.... so what else??

i think im run out of idea. That's all for now.

Later im gonna write more.

c u bloggie.

keep on writing!!

smooch.

fasting exam... phewww.

2009-08-25T03:17:00.001-07:00

hello everyone.
I wanna say Happy Ramadhan for every moslem around the world.
This is one of the toughest fasting day i must say. A lot of 'exam' for my Ramadhan that i have to go through.
First, i have to deal with my crowded time table, that force me to wake up every morning and go back at noon. Second, financial problem; i just checked my bank account and my monthly allowance cannot cover my expenses. And i don't feel good if i asked my uncle to send more.
The electricity bill is increase from last month because of my new crazy Indian house mate. She's actually a nice person, but if it comes to what we called 'home bill stuff', she could be a total bitch. And another thing is, when i asked my year leader about my student report, she gave me a quite shocking news, that i have to add one more elective subject to my PACK time table. Means, i have to asked my dad to send me extra money to pay that subject. What pissed me more is that when i registered, the year leader said that i don't have to take any elective! Why now?? Sigh....God, what an 'exam'.
And my third worries is related to my second 'exam'. If the year leader could made that kind of mistakes, i worried that i can't graduated this semester just because of technical problem or because of human error. It is more frustrating than when u are not graduated because you are lazy. Seriously, i don't know how to face that up coming reality(even it's not certain)and how i tell my parents that i'm not graduating this semester??

Really guys.
tell me how?? I can't get over it from my head.
Please God, i want to graduate this semester.
help me to go through any obstacle. :(
please.

Indonesia Independence Day

2009-08-20T00:03:00.000-07:00

17 August 2009, located in my University at Limkokwing, Malaysia.
We just had a celebration for our beloved country birthday. There is a lot of games, performance and also an exhibition. We also asked the international student to participate in this event.
It's a quite fun moment for us Indonesian student. :)

Crying list. It's not a wish list.

2009-07-21T21:32:00.000-07:00

OK. Don't get me wrong.
This is not another form of desperation that i try to compile in one list. This is just something that happened during my holiday and literally made me cry. Holiday and crying, not a good combination i admit. But still, it does happened in my holiday.
So lets start the list shall we ?

1. My first fight with my bf.
Same stupid thing. We always fight about "when will u come to my house?!".
We should make a song about it. It is really pissed me off.

2. Process of CLEANING THE MUD(private theory. can't tell u)
it's never gonna be easy. Plus, if you are in PMS situation, it's even harder.
sometimes what we want it's not always what we need. And to accept that concept,
some people tend to get hurt, just like me. I did cry. But i did deal with the pain instead of denied it. I believe that this will worth at the end. Even until now, i still experience the breaking down.

3. JW marriot-Ritz Carlton bomb tragedy.
I just woke up when i saw there is one message from my dad said
"There is two explosion this morning at 6.45am in Jw marriot and Ritz carlton Kuningan, Jakarta"
I was completely blur. It is for real? Another bomb inside one of the most secure hotel in Jakarta? Then i turned on the tv and yes.... everything is about the damn explosion.
There is this one old guy named Mc Cay, president of Holcim company. I still saw him on tv covered with blood but he still alive. People run him to the hospital, but it was too late.
By the time he reach there, he's gone. I feel so devastated, and starts to cry. He's old and weak,
why he have to die like that. Imagine how if that is our dad or grandfather? How sad and angry we gonna be.
This bomber is an idiot who use God as an excuse to kill each other. They sacrifice innocent people for what they called "JIHAD". Jihad my ass!
Jihad it is not to kill innocent people and destroy yet put shame in your own country and religion. I hope God torture them in hell. Ow yeah. They will rotten in hell for sure.

i pray for my self and for all of people that still have a crying list,
may GOD release their pain, give courage to move on from traumatic situation
and erase their crying list.

amien.

Jenesya Make-over

2009-07-08T00:35:00.000-07:00

My friend Galang gave a little make over to our dear friend Jenesya.
And the make over turns into a wicked photo shoot. Ila and Hasan helps
him to do the photo shoot. Too bad i wasn't there. :(

But i did give him a favor to 'MAKE OVER' these picture.....

........into this collage.

Sayonara MJ

2009-07-07T09:00:00.001-07:00

RIP to the king of pop and one of world biggest inspirations. May God cover you Michael.
I have great admiration and respect for him even i'm not his biggest fans.
I don't know much about him and know less about his song, but i have to admit that there is no one in the world like MJ! Never will be! He is the KING of pop and world biggest sensation!
Another legend in music industry that has thousand, million, or maybe billion of fans. He will be deeply missed, but never forgotten. This is another world biggest losses after Princess Diana, and obviously his funeral today will be as large as Princess Diana's funeral day.

I feel so blessed to have been touched by his music and his genius lyrics. Ben is one of my favorite song. It's just a sweet simple song for a mouse cartoon soundtrack, but somehow it gives me shiver everytime i hear it. For me, that song is amazingly deep and touchy.

My deep condolences to his family, friends and fans around the world.
Michael Jackson Rest in Peace and may your music remains in people's soul. :)

Holy-day... Back in town

2009-07-06T01:30:00.000-07:00

Finally! after the series of frustrating exam day plus jobless time in my apartment,
i'm back in my home sweet home!
I really have no specific plan for this holiday. I did have a few photo shoot to do next week
for my friend boutique and also for another Bingkai exhibition. But currently i have nothing to do but to waste my time hang with my buddies, make love with my sister's laptop playing The Sims 3 (you should try this game! it's awesome.)all day, and of course eat and eat.
I ate a lot of ramen at Takigawa restaurant with my siblings and grandma in the second day of my holiday.
Sorry, if it comes to FOOD, i just can't wait. :p

Happy Holiday everyone.

My Bitch, Diana

2009-07-06T01:21:00.000-07:00

model : Hasan Alatas

EUPHORIA by Ministry of Sound presents HED KANDI

2009-06-10T03:05:00.000-07:00

Patrick Oliver the resident Dj of MOS. damn sexy!!

Hed Kandi is a UK-based record label and a music brand which was established in 1999 by Mark Doyle, specializing in commercial house music. Hed Kandi's catalogue includes both artist albums and various genres of club compilations. Hed Kandi combine with pure energy for a spectacular one-night only event at Ministry of Sound – EUPHORIA @ Sunway Lagoon Resort on Saturday, 6 June 2009. U.K.’s DJ Carl Hanaghan rocks the dance floor with a torrential stream of funk, electro and house, magnified by the supersonic beats of percussionist Pav.

Patrick Oliver and Carl Hanaghan from Hed Kandi.
Which one Hotter?? ;p

Carl Hanaghan damn cute!!

lunariya

2009-05-26T01:00:00.001-07:00

Another amazing female photographer from deviantart.
She is from Ukraine.
Her flawless amazing photo shoot really soothing my sight.

http://lunariya.deviantart.com/

lejdi-niedzwiedz

2009-05-26T00:45:00.000-07:00

Female photographer from Poland that i found from deviantart.

The title of this post is from her deviantart name. Her brilliant yet honest photo shoot just caught my eyes. It is spontaneously amazing, and the execution just nicely done. I really love the retro tone.
http://lejdi-niedzwiedz.deviantart.com/

Slightly still you

2009-05-25T22:22:00.000-07:00

It's 1 in the afternoon and i just woke up with random things in mind. I haven't showered and just finish my supposed-to-be-a-morning-ritual thingy(and i bet u don't want the detail).

Here, i am sitting nicely with my boyfriend's laptop (i 'forced' to borrow it from him, tee hee) and typing this post with half of my consciousness flew away to other dimension.
i actually wrote when i felt like i wanna wrote something. And it is rarely happened, becoz i wrote when i can't express my feelings or if everything seems to be overloaded. Now, i feel both.

Speaking about being honest, honestly i don't seem really honest when i wrote a blog. Coz most of the time all i do is paraphrasing the words. It is hard to be bold and knowing that thousand of people might read your thoughts.
I used to think that no body will read this trash, no one will read someone else blog unless they are somebody. But curiousity makes me put the visitor counter widget below this blog and founds out that 4thousand people reading or at least 'walking' around my blog. It is surprising to know that people actually read your blog even when it's actually just a piece of crap. It is actually a good thing becoz blog is meant to be read. But for me, there is a moment where i just want to be an anonymous and said whatever i want to say without afraid to get busted. Sounds like i want to be a GossipGirl in blog kind of way is it? yekh.

But since it is impossible to become an anonymous, let's just jazz it up shall we?
ok.
Something just pissing me off lately. Now it is not becoz i don't understand about how things works. But because i am a hundred percent understood about things and how it is works.
Again, i paraphrase it.

Let me show u this quote "The world could be amazing when you are SLIGHTLY strange" do you get why im bolding up that word? Becoz people are tend to ignore that words and become GREATLY strange! they thought that when u are AMAZINGLY strange, u could make the world AMAZING. Kiss my foot!
These people really make me sick. To be frank, i am a weirdo, i am a geek and i am SLIGHTLY strange, but i am what i am. It is sad to see people AMAZINGLY strange just becoz they act like somebody else. The worst part is, u actually used to falling love with their attitude and suddenly u don't know who they are and u stand there, cursing them. It feels good when u do that, but after u go to bed rewind about what u just did to them, u feel miserable. Coz deep down, you could see them more than a strange looser. You still recognize their real color, SLIGHTLY.

It is hurts to see the lost in their face. They could draw the widest smile ever and laugh as hard as they can, but they can't fool the eye. It's empty, and it is too complicated for me to fill it.
I can't help much, and it is sad to know all you can do is watching them drawn into self-pity.
I always thought that i could get over it. But the truth is being hypocrite just makes me feel miserable. Makes me look like them. I know why i care so much about them, but the reason is just too deep to confess. And i don't want to admit it.

Damn, i am a hyprocrite. So do u, so do us.
If it comes to hypocrite thing, i'll drag all of u into it. Coz i could bet this whole world for you that once in your life, u must did something hypocrite.

So when this is over???
Could they become just SLIGHTLY strange?
I miss it. And missing is hurting.
and obviously, it is not an ending. YET.

there is no right or wrong when it comes to feeling

2009-05-24T09:10:00.000-07:00

it's been a while that i haven't spit out my mind here.... since sushi's dead, i've got nothing to do except doing my fucking assignment. i hve to beg people to borrow me their laptop just to check my facebook or doing my assignment! i have no mood to wrote my thought here if it's not with my laptop. but anyways, at last now i got a chance to borrow my friend laptop and fortunately i got some mood to fill this blog.
Owww-keiii. where i have to start? i always have this kind of difficulties to start an 'english writing' thing.
The fact that my grammar is all over the place makes me feel like talking trash. Pathetic.

Today, i went to watch Night at Museum 2, it is pretty hilarious. I watched it with my friend Gea after finished our lunch at Bu Atun restaurant (Indonesian Restaurant). And somehow, i can't really concentrate watching the movie. Why? coz few things buzzing around my head lately. It is about how's life moves in such a mysterious way. We can predict what it's gonna happen next, but we never knew the exact result of our prediction.
These days, i've been distracted by sooo many things that is never cross my mind at all. I can't understand the way people think and sense each other. I thought i am the master of SENSING PEOPLE, i thought i am pretty expert to read people's mind, but the fact is i still missed few things to become an expert and master. I still have to learn few things, not just about reading their attitude, habit, body language, but also FEELINGS.
I just realized how complicated life is if it comes to FEELINGS. U never knew which person u will fall for, u will never knew which person u will hate the most, u will never knew with who u will end up with. It's such a mystery.
And when u talk about feeling, there is no RIGHT or WRONG. Coz it's not your choice to have certain feelings with particular person, whether is love or hate or jealousy. It is come naturally from your unconscious mind, u can't resist it immediately. So what i am trying to say here is that sometimea u don't know how do u have to react with unexpected circumstances. U are lost of words, lost of action, or even worst, you are lost your mind. Currently i am in this kind of situation. I am dealing with feelings; mine and other's. Since there is no right or wrong in this case, so u are the one who determine which is right or wrong. Different person has different perspective to judge whether is right or wrong. And i am afraid when i think i did a right thing, people think the opposite, and vice versa.

This is a sensitive case, i don't want to get hurt, and i don't want to hurt people. I did torn my self a lil bit with some mistake. And i don't want to go there again.
it was awful and painful at the same time, but i will never erase that. every line has a lesson to learn, i've learn mine. Hope this time i do the right thing.

Love Game ;)

2009-05-22T10:57:00.000-07:00

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

I wanna kiss you
But if i do then i might miss you, babe
It's complicated and stupid
Got my xxx squeezed by sexy cupid
Guess he wants to play, wants to play
I love game, i love game

Hold me and love me
Just want touch you for a minute
Baby three seconds is in it for my heart to quit it

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Don't think too much, just bust that thick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

Let's play a love game, play a love game
Do you want love, or you want fame
Or you win the game
Through the love game
Let's play a love game, play a love game
Do you want love, or you want fame
Or you win the game
Through the love game

I'm on a mission and it involves some heavy touching, yeah
You've indicated your interest, i'm educated in sex, yes
And now i want it bad, want it bad
I love game, i love game

Hold me and love me
Just want touch you for a minute
Baby three seconds is in it for my heart to quit it

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Don't think too much, just bust that thick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

I can see you staring there from across the block
With a smile on your mouth and your hand on your c (huh!)
The story of us, it always starts the same
A boy and a girl and a (huh!) and a game

R.I.P my dear sushi...

2009-05-09T06:57:00.000-07:00

if u read my older post, u'll know how much i love my laptop.
His name is sushi. Ow, is a HE by the way. :'(
and yesterday, i found out that his LCD crashed and still can't figure out how it happened!
i feel half dead right know! The fact that i still have ton of assignment that i have to submit this week even stress me more. GOD!!!! how can i finish those shit by this week????
God please have mercy on me.

i love him so much.
if only people know how much i engaged to him, they wont think i'm a nut head.

sushi, get well soon.
i miss u already.... :'((

David Cook- Always be My Baby

2009-05-03T01:22:00.000-07:00

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

You'll always be a part of me (oooohhhh)
I'm part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)
Boy don't you know you can't escape me (ooooohhhhhh)
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (and we will linger on)
Time cant erase a feeling this strong (ohhhh)
No way you're never gonna shake me (oh baby)
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

You and I will always be
No way your never gonna shake me
No way your never gonna shake me
You and I will always be

good night my story teller.

2009-05-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

Life isn't perfect, speculation it's not the best perspective,
and intuition sometimes uglier than sensing..... That is what i felt right know.
I felt so stupid and literally cry over my reckless mind. It's not our fault if we couldn't see the true meaning between these fucking biased. It's not our fault if we lock the deepest secret behind the perfect bitter smile. It's not our responsible if we touch each other heart and felt the comfort in it.
Life is one of the mystery that even Holmes cannot solve. We haven't arrange a big plan, we laugh and hug the beautiful disaster innocently, we whisper each other bed time story, we shout everything honestly except those 3 word. You, me, us, except them, runaway from the reality, torture our soul pretending we are the survivor, we are unbreakable, while the rest of them laughing at us the pretender.

But i know time will passed this by... The night of truth is opened their selfishness.
And there, where the word are flowing like a crying river, and im stood there
lost of words. The sincerest word i've ever heard, but still change nothing,
even if it's not too late.

Still, i never press delete to remove that part of my story.
It's not the sweetest, it's not the longest, not even the saddest, it is pretty lame and
it could be one of the mess.
but to be bold, it is the most beautiful mess in the chapter of my life.
also one of the greatest lesson for us, maybe them.

so good night my story teller.
it's so good to know you.
i will always miss your bed time story...
hope you can whisper it again a hundred time. :')

Autumn Good bye

2009-04-30T06:53:00.000-07:00

I never promise You
a
Happy Ending

Model : Syatra Aulia

morning mourn.

2009-04-26T14:38:00.000-07:00

it is already 5.38am in the morning and Sushi the laptop still seating nicely on my lap while im typing this USUAL absurd post to my blog. Well, what know? hmm.... yeah, there is something buzzing around my mind lately. I AM MISSING SOME(?) yeah, that question mark shows that i couldn't decide whether is a THING or is a BODY or maybe both. This whole week, i felt a big part of me searching for an answer. If it somebody maybe it's not just SOME, it could be more than one body that i missed. If it's a thing, i might lost tons of things. I felt some people change and others start to fade out from my life. And it's hurt to know that you realize it but can't do much about it. I know that people change, we cannot say DON'T if they are willing to. But yeah, to be honest, when people start to change into something that (in your perspective) is negative, you will somehow hurts because of that even when they think it's positive for them. And that's what i feel right now. deep inside, i want everything just like before. I want whatever change right now, please be like what is supposed to be. and if it's not, dear God... You know what best for me,them and the entire human race. i pray for what is best in Your eyes and cherish for what i have right now.

16 April | Good bye fake id

2009-04-23T04:07:00.001-07:00

Bday present from Archy

"happy bday Wonder Woman" tee-hee... xp

Another Aprilian! LOL.

Blow the candle oldie.

at last i became 21 this April. I am officially LEGAL! yeay! No fake id needed for any "club thingy" situation. I was happy because my bunch set a wonderful surprise for me
with a delicious "LOW FAT" cake from Secret Recipe (i know this is sounds a bit freak).
It is actually a bit weird turned into 21 and haven't done any significant thing in life.
I felt a bit waste, because when i was 17 i always thought in this age i already turn into BIG.
I mean not BIG as in FAT, because that one is hundred percent accomplish, but BIG as in success or being somebody.
So in this graceful age, i wish i could be a better person in every aspect in life....

you rather be a mystery

2009-04-14T13:56:00.000-07:00

"Something hidden it is more interesting than what obvious" -scorpio motto

Well,i am not a Scorpio , but i did fall in love with this motto.
it doesn't mean that Aries don't have a motto as cool as Scorpio's.
We do have it, and it's sounds like this;

"Ready,fire, AIM!"

really straight forward and sounds growling.
But however, i still have a huge crush with scorpio's.
I don't know, maybe bcoz it is just fits my current situation, and somehow i found that is a very sexy quote. xp

and for u my dear. Since you act like a WHORE lately.
You rather be a mystery. I like it that way.

the sign.

2009-04-13T14:43:00.000-07:00

it is not like i tried to act like a superstitious freak or whatever. But this whole week i've felt really paranoid, cause every time i get out the house to go to campus or even just to buy drinks at the market, the same coincidence happened ; i always wear BLACK -start from head to toe.
Black shirt, black skirt/jeans, black necklace, black bag, black purse, and no other colors involved. The first three days i don't really take this thing serious. I don't wanna be all hyperbolic with this kind of BLACK coincidence thing. But the 'THING' is continued to happen, i (accidentally) kept go for black color when i pick something to wear. And the day 7 i start to freaked out. I told my friend that i need something to wear other than black. I told her that I don't want this coincidence 'speaks' for something else or sign for any bad things. You know, that kind of black-cat-means-bad luck or a myth that says when you see crow at unusual place or time, means someone is dying.
So this black thingy coincidence start to made me really paranoid. I kept calling my family back home, asked whether they all alrite. I nudge the whole friends contacts in my msn, make sure that they'll fine.

Yesterday, i go to Bukit Bintang with Ghea and Ila. I felt quite relief since that is the first day i didn't bump into 'BLACK'. I wear all blue and happy. Only my bag is 'gloomy' as usual.
So we went for shopping and met my friends (Miftah and Doko) at Turkey ice cream, then we go to watch this lame Alien movie called Race to WITCH mountain. Everything seems pretty normal. We also planned to visit Aya at the Hospital cause she have to do a Tonsil Surgery (operasi amandel). After we dropped Miftah and Doko at Casa, we went back.
Suddenly, near cyberjaya road, we saw an accident that we predict just happened a minute before we reach cyber. There is this 3 cars (white waja, Kancil, and satria) crashed to one and another. The white car is in the middle of the road, the 2 other car bang the side of the road.
What convince us that the accident is still fresh is because no one accept one or two guy(and we bet they are the victim too) is trying to help them. Not even a police.
"I think they still shocked cause the accident it's just happen. Hope it is not someone we know."
thats what i said while we passing the accident.
Suddenly, just before i got into my house to grab some stuff (i slept over at ghea's house), my cellphone rings. It is archy on the line, and the next thing we know is one of the car that we saw just know, it is our friends car. And the car engine is burned.
We was shocked, because the minute we saw the accident, there is no flame. And what shocked as more is that one of our friend is found bleed on the road. After hear the news, we go straight to that place, but the ambulans already took them to the hospital. So we go straight to that hospital. When we reach there, no body allowed to enter the emergency room. Some of them told us that he bleeds a lot especially on the head area. So from 1am we wait until 5am to make sure he passed the crisis. And God answer our pray, at 5am the doctor said he is passed his crisis without coma. So after a while, we went back.

Not try to be all dramatic or hyperbolic, but to be honest i do relate the BLACK coincidence to this tragedy. I do believe with signs.

Sluurpy!

2009-04-12T12:44:00.000-07:00

just a fun project with my friends ghea!

we are so bored and got a wicked idea to made a video clip!
me and ghea try to dig our itunes playlist and end-up picked this song from REGINA (a band from Finland)because it is quite catchy...

so enjoy.... xp

Bingkai Photography Exhibition

2009-04-06T05:27:00.000-07:00

At last!!! after a month we sweat and drawn our self into massive stress,
finally the exhibition is come true!
This exhibition held by Indonesian photography club in my university called Bingkai.
Me and my friends Hakim is in charge for this exhibition.
We have to collect 2009 photos about Indonesia from 30 exhibitors. Each exhibitor have to submit 64 photo in A0 format and 2 photos in 20R format. So u can imagine how stress we are.
ow, and since we can't get 30 exhibitors, i have to give 66x2 photos to fulfill the amount that we've decide earlier.

thank God, last friday (31 March 2009-3 April 2009) we officially open our photography club
and the exhibition run pretty well.
We are so excited and happy about it. All the stress is so worth it!

so lets sneak peaking the event!
ta-daaaaaaaaa!

my 20R master piece.

model : mahda kemala
thanks for sacrificed your face for my artwork dear!

"if you are ashamed to stand by your colors, you had better
seek another flag. I am proud to be red and white not because
it is great but because it is my own"
i guess that is the theme for my exhibition.

Zeke and The Popo

2009-03-29T09:14:00.000-07:00

Mighty Love

Drop a penny throw a stone
I guess its time to let love
And throw your anesthetic piece of heart
You built for long
Smack my face and you will see
This piece will never be free
Oh please somebody
Connect me back into reality
This mighty love
Strictly from the bottom
Simply from the head
This mighty love
Strictly from the bottom
Simply from the head
Wasn't made by human hand
It simply devil's master plan
Aint got no mother father sister
What the bloody hell is it?
She's the queen of libertines
A cross of sex and good machine
A modest words of love
In turn she pressed a fucking charge
On me
This mighty love
Strictly from the bottom
Simply from the head
This mighty love
Strictly from the bottom
Simply from the head
I miss the sun while I'm in here
I fought my mind and my needs
I found out there are more to stake than just to scratch your back
I laid down there for awhile, the bee will never stung me
The place I stand will let you know my full immunity

Chasing Pavements-ADELE

2009-03-27T21:57:00.000-07:00

I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong, I am right
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust
I know this is love
But, if I tell the world
I'll never say enough
Cos it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do
If I end up with you

[Chorus]
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

I build myself up
And fly around in circles
Waitin' as my heart drops
And my back begins to tingle
Finally, could this be it

[Chorus]
Or should I give up
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere.. yeah..

Should I give up
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
should I leave it there
Should I give up
Or should I just keep on chasin' pavements
Should I just keep on chasin' pavements
Ohh oh

[Chorus]
Or should I give up
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

another amazing song with amazing video clip!!

your color is blue? I thought is red.

2009-03-24T05:59:00.000-07:00

i thought it was red.
you've been the color that i adore since the first fall
the warm heat and energy surround my sight
she call it anger
they call it love
i call it passion. Passion is what i lust in this psychedelic world.
then i lust u-
-my biggest temptation.

when people could resist black because its absorb all such frequencies of light
or green because they avoid money and jealousy
they cannot ignore the aggression of red,
not me.
it's just violence my sanity and affect my obsession
and makes surreal picture about the whole idea of me
with your infared effect.
it's damn beautiful.......

Then i let the passion possessed me
let the red running through my veins
blush my fucking forehead
and realize we reach the last etymology of red, is DANGER.

......then it's starts raining
pour the rain on my toes, and realize we get wet
then i stare once behind the drip through your soul
then i realize, the love is not there
the aggression just fade out
there is no such thing as an energy
and the passion flew away.

Zeus owns you
the symbol of gloom
refer to sadness
i was shocked
your color is blue,
and i love red

lust you is insane,
another mistake to believe you are red
your color is blue dear?
i thought is red.
i don't lust blue....
i don't lust you.

Regina - my new aphrodisiac!!

2009-03-21T00:23:00.000-07:00

watch this video clip and hear their music!
I'm hooked! It's a very catchy song, but in a good way ;)

Regina band member:
Iisa Pykäri, vocals
Mikko Pykäri, bass
Mikko Rissanen, drums

Biography
Regina's distinguished blend of electronic beats, folk and world music, female vocals sung in Finnish and some wild percussion introduces a unique blend that mixes the best pop music influences from the 60s to the 90s. Combining snapshot like stories of every day life, Regina's original sound resonates on the threshold of mundane and magical realism while sometimes extending its reach into pure fantasy.

In 2005 Regina released their highly acclaimed debut album Katso maisemaa released by a Finnish label Next Big Thing, and was chosen in several polls as one of the best Finnish albums of the year. Their follow up album, Oi miten suuria voimia!, was released in the beginning of 2007, and was similarly a highly acclaimed success – being nominated for the Finnish Grammy award, Emma, in the Critic's choice category. In the end of 2007, Regina independently released a Christmas single, Näinä mustina iltoina, that immediately became an indie hit, also beyond Finland's borders.

The third studio album by the group, Puutarhatrilogia. will be released in the beginning of 2009 by a traditional Finnish indie label, Johanna Kustannus.

So far, the band's albums and singles have also been released in Sweden, Japan, and Taiwan. It has actively been touring in Scandinavian countries, Central Europe, Baltic region and Russia.

Boyce Avenue Got their Single?? a-and video clip???

2009-03-18T06:21:00.000-07:00

Ok, tell me that i am so outdated!
but seriously i just knew that this band had their first single PLUS a video clip!!!
ow my GODDD! i was so freakin happy!!
these bunch of good looking dude are so awesome! starts from myspace and youtube, now they've become one of the most famous indie band...

lets watch the video clip together!

There you are with your perfect way
You’ve got that little shine in your eyes
To hear one word would make my day
But there’s no room for me in your life

Oh you’ve got me down on my knees
Oh and in my mind I can see
How perfect everything could be
But you won’t give us a try

If I could change your mind
How would you want me
Would you say you need me
Cause I need you now

I try to move on but your perfect way
Has got this little child asking why
But this world keeps spinning
As my heart stops beating
Is there still no room inside

Oh you’ve got me down on my knees
Oh and in my mind I can see
How perfect everything could be
But you won’t give us a try

If I could change your mind
How would you want me
Would you say you need me
Cause I need you now

If I could change your mind
(Please tell me I’m not the only one)
(Please help me believe I’m not the only one)
If I could change your mind

If I could change your mind
How would you want me
Would you say you need me
Cause I need you now
If I could change your mind
How would you hold me
Would you stay forever
Or just leave me here to drown

If I could change your mind
(Change your mind)
If I could change your mind
(Change your mïnd)

Birthday BEARRRR!!

2009-03-18T04:06:00.000-07:00

Inu's surprise party was pretty 'surprising'.
We bought 3 can of Bear Beer (12% alcohol beer) as a present. We want to make him
drunk and play prank on him.
But this smart ass instead of drink the beer by himself,
he force the whole bunch to drink it.
So yeah, he actually make the rest tipsy. LOL.

wordplay.

2009-03-15T11:43:00.000-07:00

not my substitute lover nor friend nor foe
things are so surreal about the whole idea of u and me or
another misunderstanding
another misleading behavior
when nothing can be blame, than point it at the reckless soul, read : me
the love (maybe) lust we will never figure it out
since you drawn your ego into self denial, so do i, so do everyone
it hurts to know what we have it's sincere, but can't afford thousand intangible reason
you frustrated your self with biased while you killing my nerves and try to reach other fish at the same time
or may be...
u just hate the idea of me
instead of i love u, u wrote "i loath u"
us should be flowing but u don't know which direction we're going
lost in translation. damn it's suck. i get it (or maybe not?)
u grab your sanity away from the crowded mind trick and find yourself crazy-
-and accept it, then you frustrate it
then (again) torture my nerves with ambiguity you've been playing since.
But still can't figure your self and the whole idea of us, of me, and yet confuse myself instead.

this is such a great idea,
i like the idea...

but then,
the execution
kills our idea

stay my angel, stay.

2009-03-12T11:53:00.000-07:00

...always be my gorgeous little angel.
fun photo shoot with Sarah and little Aurel

Cooking Mama

2009-03-12T04:52:00.000-07:00

model : fitri aprilya

fashion trivia!

2009-03-11T22:46:00.000-07:00

i was accidentally found this
picture on http://www.fashionista.com/
and somehow it's really caught my attention.
I lust it so much!! *steal*

so what do u think?
what a beautiful mess isn't it?

Meet my babies!!

2009-03-11T03:03:00.000-07:00

Nimo the Fisheye
Ariel the Underwater cam
Shisha the Canon

mummy love u all!!!!!!

Mr. A-Z KL live in Concert

2009-03-10T21:00:00.000-07:00

it is only 1 and a half hour concert.
i felt pretty upset about it. Plus the fact that we have to sweat a lot just to watch this short performance. God.
But it's worth it. He's really communicate with the audience, he also throw jokes and silly stuff makes the concert more interesting.

well, it's still a good job mr. a-z.
and definitely your sense of humor makes u even hotter.

*lets peak the sweaty crowd*

some teaser from the concert

The Beauty in Ugly

2009-03-10T11:44:00.000-07:00

Artist: Jason Mraz Lyrics

she's so big hearted,
but not so remarkable
just an ordinary humble girl
expecting nothing as we're made to think
its a pretty person's world

but you are beautiful and you better go show it
go look again, you gotta be true to your own
if you really wanna go to the top
do you really wanna win?
don't believe in living normal, just to satisfy demand

well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly

well you are fresh, you're face is fabulous
don't forget you're one of a kind
when nobody is checking the deeds you've done
and nobody is hearing your cries
you make all of the fashion statements
just by dressing up your mind

well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly
and see the beauty in ulgy

well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart and oh
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly
see the beauty in a ugly

That's not my NAME!!

2009-03-02T21:31:00.000-08:00

they call me RIOT
they call me SASSY
they call me MEANIE
they call me COLD HEARTED.

am i??

There is one day where this guy came and said this to me,
"Ca, if you still talk to me like that, i wont be that nice to you anymore!"
he said that after i tease him with what he called the-joke-that-girl-shouldn't-use-it.
Never ever in my life i saw how serious people response to my joke and get very upset. Well, i did make a lot of people upset, but this is different. He also said that never ever in his life met such a cold hearted girl like me. I was like "WHAT??". I don't know why am i concern with what he said,but this is start to bug me lately...

i start to think people get the wrong impression of me for being a loud, bubbly and not-so-girly person and thought that i can't be nice at all.
owwww pe-leaseeeeee. we always judge a book by it's cover, and that is acceptable.
i completely understand.

so behind this "cover" let me tell u my "content" so you can READ me a lil bit:

* im not a girly person. But i stands for feminism.

* i throw dirty jokes. i bet tons of girl outside did that a lot.

* i am a mess. NO i mean, literally. i have a serious problem for being 'neat' and 'clean' and i am not proud of that.

* when i laughed, i laugh with all my hearts. i don't care even if it sounds like an old man fart.

* I CARE ABOUT PEOPLE!! and i am not lying. I don't kiss and hug, not a sweet talker, but i'll show it from dedication. When u fall, instead of giving you a hug, i will give u first aid and wrapped your wound. That's how i express 'CARING' to others.

* i talked like i just ate microphone and lamb. LOUD and ANGRY, that's the way i talk. It doesn't mean im angry all the time.

* you never know how fragile i am inside. And you don't have to know.

maybe this can explain a little bit of my 'content'. I don't expect people to understand.
i wrote this just to defends my self from what im not.
make sure u call me right next time.

ciao.

Stop Tearing Me Apart

2009-02-28T22:25:00.000-08:00

this is the song i wrote with my friend Sarazhen Syailendra.
press here to hear the song.

verse 1:

i missed the way you treat me
i liked the way you kiss me
i lean on you when u touch my heart

verse 2:

we're perfect combination
chronic infatuation
too blind to see what factors in too?

pre chorus:

in a moment like this we just don't wanna hear us serenade the sour notes
in the least proper manner it's starting to feel like this

chorus:
seize this one way conversation
it's just ashes and dust
nothing left between us

you should cast me away
wash my traces and tear it apart
stop tearing me apart!
you can't mend my heart

back to verse 1, verse 2, pre chorus, chorus

stop tearing me apart.....

mind blowing animation!

2009-02-19T10:19:00.000-08:00

when i saw this video i was like....
what-the-heck-is-that-u-creative-bastard!!
my God!! it's so freakin awesome!!

I want to break free

2009-02-18T03:25:00.000-08:00

model : mahda kemala

Octuplets

2009-02-13T03:59:00.000-08:00

What is Octuplets?? Octuplets is a term of multiple birth occurs when more than one fetus is carried to term in a single pregnancy. Different names for multiple births are used, depending on the number of offspring. Common multiples are two and three, known as twins and triplets. These and other multiple births occur to varying degrees in most animal species, although the term is most applicable to placental species.
But there must be few women in history who have ever had a baby bump quite like octuplets mother Nadya Suleman.

This picture taken before the octuplet born. Smiling proudly, the mother-of-14 hoists her green patterned smock to show off her hugely distended stomach to the camera.

After the octopulets born.
8 babies in 1 birth. AMAZIIING!

Online support: The homepage of the www.thenadyasulemanfamily.com website

T-shirt for sale

2009-02-05T20:47:00.000-08:00

lg pengen coba2 bikin t-shirt.
tp bahannya belom begitu bagus.
jd kalo ad yg mw, disainnya dr gw, kaosnya bawa sendiri2.
cm 50rb sajaaaaaaaaa. :)

corner of Anxiety

2009-01-22T03:49:00.000-08:00

model : fitri aprilya

try mie.

2009-01-11T08:06:00.001-08:00

instant noodle.
perfect temptation for people on diet like me.

My wedding song

2009-01-11T00:25:00.000-08:00

Christian Bautista -
The One Who Won My Heart Lyrics

Verse 1:
I swore I'd let nobody in
Not that way again
I'd fixed it so they won't stand a chance
But you lessened the distance
I think you knew what this could be
You never gave up reaching for me

Chorus:
Because you hold me up so high
Give yourself with no condition
Because you guide me
When I'm stumbling in the dark
You hear what's deep inside
When I need you there to listen
You're the one who won my heart

Verse 2:
And its still a mystery
What you see in me
Coz you know I've never been an open book
But maybe I'm changing
Just a little less true
There's not a question
I owe it to you

Chorus:
Because you hold me up so high
Give yourself with no condition
Because you guide me
When I'm stumbling in the dark
You hear what's deep inside
When I need you there to listen
You're the one who won my heart

Bridge:
And I know you keep it safe
I trust in you that way
To keep with your possession
Every moment everyday

Chorus:
Because you hold me up so high
Give yourself with no condition
Because you guide me
When I'm stumbling in the dark
You hear what's deep inside
When I need you there to listen
You're the one who won my heart

The one who won my heart...

Dj don't stop

2009-01-10T22:35:00.000-08:00

model : yanestika
make-up : maggie bianda
wardrobe : me

The Number 8 resolution, accomplish!

2009-01-10T22:28:00.000-08:00

finally, my first DSLR! canon EOS 300D.
THANK U UNCLE!!! :D

10 NEWYEAR BIG RESOLUTION

2008-12-30T21:14:00.000-08:00

1. In 2009, i want B mark for my whole subject! no more D or even C+ !!
2. Going going gone you extra MEAT! 2009, i have to lose A LOT of weight.
3. GRADUATE! at least at the end of 2009 !
4. ng.. well. I actually don't want to put BB as a resolution, but since my whole bunch use it, ng...i think i need one. LOLZ. *evil grin*
5. yup, it's time to prepare my portfolio. 2009, i want the best portfolio ever for my job.
6. i actually planned this T-SHIRT business start from early 2008. So next year, i want this to be come true.
7. Finish and publish my Novel. geez, this is a must!!
8. DSLR. Any DSLR can do. i never have DSLR cam in my life.. but next year, i need it more than anything.
9. Cliche, but i really want to fix my SHOLAT next year. Have to. This whole resolution cannot be done without GOD besides u.
10. number 9 should be the "last but not least", but it's ok, my last but not least resolution would be : Publish my song. I still figure out how to. But i hope next year i can get the answer.

AMIEN.

so folks, have a BLAST in your NEW YEAR EVE!
c u next year!!!

old teaser.

2008-12-20T20:54:00.000-08:00

i found this old picture that i took with my photo booth inside my pen drive.
This is the only photo dat still left from my old photo collection, before i reformat my laptop
that day and 'washed' the whole data. *sniff* :'(

i'm so glad that i could save this shot. This is like my favorite. *huggies*

Jingle all the way

2008-12-09T18:34:00.000-08:00

Halloooooo Santa Claus. Hohohohohoho.
x*

i dedicated this photo for those who celebrate.

He replace Daniel Radcliffe in my heart

2008-12-05T20:35:00.000-08:00

TWILIGHT is an action-packed, modern-day love story between a teenage girl and a vampire. Bella Swan (Kristen Stewart) has always been a little bit different, never caring about fitting in with the trendy girls at her Phoenix high school. When her mother re-marries and sends Bella to live with her father in the rainy little town of Forks, Washington, she doesn't expect much of anything to change. Then she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson), a boy unlike any she's ever met. Edward is a vampire, but he doesn't have fangs and his family is unique in that they choose not to drink human blood. Intelligent and witty, Edward sees straight into Bella's soul. Soon, they are swept up in a passionate, thrilling and unorthodox romance. To Edward, Bella is what he has waited 90 years for - a soul mate. But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy. But what will Edward & Bella do when a clan of new vampires - James (Cam Gigandet), Laurent (Edi Gathegi) and Victoria (Rachelle Lefevre) - come to town and threaten to disrupt their way of life?

Before i watch this movie, i thought Harry Potter (daniel Radcliffe) is the coolest "fantasy" character ever.
But from now on, Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson)is the one who stole my heart. *biggrin*

John West- Loved You Tonight

2008-12-05T20:09:00.000-08:00

Verse 1:
You're far far away from me
Don't know much about you
But I like what I see
We don't have to judge each other
We could just be
We could just breathe
Maybe wait and see
But in the meantime

Chorus:
Would you mind if I told you
I loved you tonight
Cuz it seems when you close to me
It's gonna be alright

Would you mind if I told you
I loved you just for tonight
Cuz it seems when you close to me
It's gonna be alright

Verse 2:
We've been in love before
haven't we
But past loves like past lives
It seems to me
We don't have to fear this moment
We could go slow
See where this goes
Cuz you never know
But in the meantime

Chorus

i fell in love with this song. According to the lyrics and the music video, i think this song it's about one night stand. John West make it sounds really romantic and sexy. Not taboo or erotic.
I like it so much.

Art Goddess

2008-11-30T23:13:00.000-08:00

one of my favorite shot from my latest work.

model : syatra aulia

sneak peak for my next project

2008-11-28T11:50:00.001-08:00

this is for sort of a wink2... xp

model : mahda kemala

i'll post the rest of it later (plus behind the shoot) , when it's totally done.

The making of Tuna Maki

2008-11-26T00:03:00.000-08:00

This is how i showed how much i love sushi, by learn how to make
them. Now, with my precious sushi set and my SOTOY knowledge,
me and my housemate try to made tuna and salmon maki...
and this is the result.....

(want to see the step by step, look from the bottom to the top)

Big FAT DRAMA!!

2008-11-20T08:52:00.000-08:00

the same old shit just bug me again. What else, FAT-ness.
Why i have to go through this again and again. Im not trying to act like Miss Bimbo that super duper consider with their weight and watch every calories dat goes into their mouth *including tooth paste*. No, im not that freak!!
but yea, i have to get rid of this ugly flab in my body.
Maybe you don't know this but i used to be really FAT and really SKINNY. Those day, when im in 3rd year of junior high, i used to gain 60KG with height only 158cm. IMAGINE!!!
But this fatness came not without reason, since people mocked me becoz im to0 skinny that day (42kg with height only 155), i kept stuffed my self with food like hell without realize that my body already bloated like pig. I felt soooo miserable that day, and i promised to my self that i have to lose at least 5kg. But what happened was.... my body shrink extremely to 43kg. I felt so DAMN HAPPY that day!! This is the result :

yep, that's me back then. Without trick or any photoshop retouch *brag brag*
but, becoz im soooo small, my body condition starts down and i experience a lot of illness .
So i have to eat a lot for recovery, and guess waht?? yea, the same shit happened again, i put on weight like the old days.
Now i reach 53kg already. Im so frustrated!!!!!!!! everytime i try to diet, it is always failed!! WHY???? pfhhhh... so tired.

me and my big fat drama.

btw this is my latest picture.
yep. soooo bloated.

3some Series 1

2008-11-19T08:21:00.001-08:00

.me, my laptop and my boyfriend.

Whoopsy

2008-11-19T08:18:00.000-08:00

i'll never talk about it again.
promise.

My 'BOY FRIEND' and I

2008-11-19T07:03:00.000-08:00

he's the one....
...but....

.....there's another one...
xp

i love u like i love my laptop.

Shitty exam. YEKH!!!

2008-11-16T11:26:00.000-08:00

the worst thing after PMS is..... PMS in the middle of EXAM.
GEEZ!!!! I am soooooo frustrated!
tomorrow i have this FINANCE FOR ENTREPRENEUR exam, which is about the FUCKING accounting and i don't understand half of it!! the worst nightmare ever, even when im still in Senior High School.
Then i still have to deal with it. ARGH!

This is totally SICK!!!!!!! can somebody just kidnap the lecture for a while??
Ow, plus tomorrow morning i have to go buy ticket for my holiday back to Indo! How sweet....
...too sweet like i can get diabetes becoz of this shit.

Me and Weirdos.

2008-11-15T10:47:00.000-08:00

i have this kind of odd obsession with weirdos. It is pretty interesting for me to see how twisted their mind in creative kind of way.
They know that they are different and what makes u special is because others are boring and you are different. So im sincerely give them a big applause for "Daring to be weirdos".

Weirdos are cool.

u're not agree with me?
watch this. and tell me what do u think. *biggrin*

ow my FASHION God.

2008-11-15T08:33:00.000-08:00

"The bible of fashion.
A complete anthology of modernity and an essential part of
your library." -elle,Madrid

teach me how to fxxk my life

2008-11-15T05:17:00.000-08:00

Maenan orang kesepian.

2008-11-15T04:45:00.000-08:00

yes, that's right!!!
PET SOCIETY beibiiii!!
show me your petttt!!

dirty monochrome.

2008-11-15T04:41:00.000-08:00

photo that i took when i'm going back to Indonesia. This two photo is my favorite!
My sister as the model also really love this shot!

My food Report Grade

2008-11-14T00:39:00.000-08:00

I don't know that we can have a report card for what've we ate until i found this website click here. So i list down the TOP 4 of food that i recently eat. And i'm pretty shock with my report card grade. i totally stuffed a lot of bad things inside my body. shoot.

So here is the result...... *finger cross*

Spaghetti Carbonara.
and the result issss........

ow my... not that good. let's continue.....

Chicken Fried rice.
and the result isss.......

C+???? whut the hell??
next please,

Fried instant noodle.
and the result is.........

well, it's just an instant noodle, what do u expect.
ok the last one and my favorite of all.....

SUSHIIII!!!
ok, lets see how much i can get for this food.

YEYYYYY!!! sushi never let me down!! i knew it's a healthy food!
LOL.

curious with your report grade??
just visit this website. And you'll see how good or bad your food taste are.

LOL. just for fun

2008-11-14T00:12:00.001-08:00

i found this websites called Build Your Wild Self from Nanath's blog. This is actually quite fun.
You can make your own avatar as wild as you can.
So i made like two of it. First is the normal version, and the other one is pretty wicked version! LOL.

Congratulation Obama, don't let 'US' down.

2008-11-07T11:10:00.000-08:00

US gets first African-American president

06 Nov 2008
By Guardian Reporter

Obama's caricature

Barack Obama, a 47-year-old first-term senator from Illinois, shattered more than 200 years of history on Tuesday night by winning election as the first African-American president of the United States.

A crowd of 125,000 people jammed Grant Park in Chicago, where Obama addressed the nation for the first time as its president-elect at midnight ET.

Hundreds of thousands more — Mayor Richard Daley said he would not be surprised if a million Chicagoans jammed the streets — watched on a large television screen outside the park.

``If there is anyone out there who doubts that America is a place where anything is possible, who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time, who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer,`` Obama declared.

``Young and old, rich and poor, Democrat and Republican, black, white, Hispanic, Asian, Native American, gay, straight, disabled and not disabled, Americans have sent a message to the world that we have never been just a collection of red states and blue states,`` he said. ``We have been and always will be the United States of America.

``It`s been a long time coming, but tonight, because of what we did on this day, in this election, at this defining moment, change has come to America,`` he said to a long roar.

McCain notes history in the making
Obama congratulated his opponent, Republican Sen. John McCain Arizona, for his ``unimaginable`` service to the United States, first as a prisoner of war for 5 years in North Vietnam and then for nearly three decades in Congress.

McCain called Obama to offer his congratulations at 11 p.m. ET, Obama`s chief spokesman, Robert Gibbs, told NBC News.

Obama thanked McCain for his ``class and honor`` during the campaign and said he was eager to sit down and talk about how the two of them could work together.

Saying, ``The American people have spoken, and they have spoken clearly,`` McCain told supporters in Phoenix that he ``recognized the special significance`` Obama`s victory had for African-Americans.

``We both recognize that though we have come a long way from the old injustices that once stained our nation`s reputation and denied some Americans the full blessings of American citizenship, the memory of them still have the power to wound,`` McCain said.

``Let there be no reason for any American to fail to cherish their citizenship in this, the greatest nation on Earth,`` said McCain, who pledged his support and help for the new president.

President Bush called to congratulate Obama and promise a smooth transition of power on Jan. 20, White House spokeswoman Dana Perino said.

``Mr. President-elect, congratulations to you. What an awesome night for you, your family and your supporters,`` said Bush, who invited Obama and his family to visit the White House as soon as it was convenient.

The president also called McCain to say that he was proud of the senator`s efforts and that he was “sorry it didn`t work out.``

``You didn`t leave anything on the playing field,`` Bush said.

Surveys of voters as they left polling places nationwide encapsulated the historic nature of the victory by Obama, the son of a Kenyan father and a white mother from Kansas.

As expected, he won overwhelmingly among African-American voters, but he also among women and Latino voters, reversing a longstanding Republican trend. And he won by more than 2-to-1 among voters of all races 30 years old and younger.

In interviews with NBC News, aides to McCain said they were proud that they had put up a good fight in ``historically difficult times.``
A senior adviser said McCain himself was ``fine`` but that he felt ``he let his staff and supporters down.``

Obama will have a strongly Democratic Congress on the other end of Capitol Hill. The Democrats won strong majorities in both the News projected that the party would fall just short of a procedurally important 60 percent ``supermajority`` in the Senate, however.

Meanwhile in Washington, hundreds of residents spilled into the streets near the White House, carrying balloons, banging on drums and chanting, ``Bush is gone!`` Along U Street, once known as America`s Black Broadway for its many thriving black-owned shops and theaters, men stood on car roofs, waving American flags and Obama posters.

In Harlem, thousands of people, black and white, took to the streets, some dancing, others crying tears of joy, in raucous celebration of the nation`s first African-American president.

The roar of a crowd gathered near the legendary Apollo Theater could be heard blocks away.

In Miami, honking horns and fireworks greeted news of Obama`s victory. In Seattle, people poured out of bars, restaurants and houses in the streets near historic Pike Place Market.

In Detroit, carloads of revelers rolled past the bronze sculpture of prizefighter Joe Louis` fist, blaring their horns and chanting ``Obama!`` out of open windows.

The downtown park — where police fought anti-war protesters during the turbulent 1968 Democratic National Convention — was transformed by white tents and a stage lined with American flags and hung with red, white and blue bunting.

In the crowd, the Rev. Jesse Jackson had tears streaming down his face as he heard the news. Jackson had to apologize during the campaign for crude remarks he made about Obama that were caught by an open microphone.

Tommy Davis, 20, said he heard Obama won the election as he was out walking with friends in Miami. As he spoke, a group of people sitting in the middle of a nearby street in lawn chairs started banging on pans and cheering.

``We were rejoicing, saying we got our first black president. We need a president that`s going to make our country better. And Obama can do that for us,`` Davis said.
`Landslide`

In the Ybor City entertainment district of Tampa, Fla., car horns honked and chants of ``O-ba-ma, O-ba-ma`` could be heard when the presidential race was called.

``It`s a landslide! It`s a landslide!`` shouted Mark Bias, 51, who was wearing a tall satin Uncle Sam hat and a red, white and blue cape.

``This means that American will be back on the right track again.``

Hundreds of Obama supporters watched the election coverage at Starlight Restaurant in Greenville, N.C. Many of them began to pour into the streets with signs waving in the air and tears in their eyes, when Obama was elected.

In the crowd in Chicago was Lisa Boon, 42, who said she burst into tears earlier pondering what an Obama victory would mean.

Boon said her father was the cousin of Emmett Till, a 14-year-old black Chicagoan who was abducted and killed in Mississippi in 1955, purportedly for whistling at a white woman.

``I was thinking of all the things done to Emmett and injustices to black people,`` Boon said. ``This is amazing, simply amazing.``

Sushi Overdose

2008-11-06T13:05:00.001-08:00

we did ate sushi 6 times in a row before dis. GOKILLL!
but we found out that this sushi SHOGUN buffet it's such a mind blowing.
my tummy just cannot resist it.
btw, it's only RM48 and u can eat everything. EVERY SINGLE THING.

shark fin.

shabu-shabu for free. we even get a free LOBSTER.

bunch of piggies.
so what. we're just a lucky happy pig! ;)

Guess!! who am i?

2008-11-03T21:41:00.001-08:00

We just had a great HELL-O-WEEN party!!
so again, guess! who am i??

between me n photography

2008-10-22T10:23:00.000-07:00

there is something that i should tell you 'bout what is between me and photography. Just a minute ago, my friend nudge me on MSN asked about this expensive Rangefinder camera. So i explain to him about it and told him i don't really like lens or something like expensive camera. And that statement is kind of surprise him since he thinks that im into this photography thing.
So without need of your people agreement or disagreement , i want to share with you my perception and the way i feel about photography, just like what i share and reveal to my friend a minute ago.

Well, here is the truth; I DON'T LIKE PHOTOGRAPHY. shocking? wait... im not finish.

...but,
I LOVE TAKING PICTURE and make a good PHOTOGRAPH.

ok, what im tryin' to say is... im not in love with the knowledge of photography (for example, the technique theory for lighting, shutter speed, and that other kinda of thing). But, i fell for the idea of photography it self which is "capture the moment". I love to taking picture, i love to see great photography , i love to editing picture, and that's it. For me, photography it's nothing but art. And art for me it's nothing but amusement park, that makes me thrill ,smile and pleased.
Most of people are obsessed with expensive lens and cam. For them, lens is the soul of photography. I don't tell you whether that statement it's wrong or right. People have their own thoughts and opinion about it. And i have mine as well.
For me, taking a good picture doesn't have to be 'expensive' or 'futuristic'. Im using whatever i have, as long it's camera. Seriously, im using my cellphone cam for taking picture, im using my pocketcam, im using my old film camera, and so on. I didn't FORCE my self to be happy and thrill, coz it's not fun.
Now, I want you guys to see this picture : This is the picture that i took with Ati's old 4 mega pixel pocket cam . I took it on the plane because im fuckin bored, and the sky just amazing. To be honest, i think this picture it's not really bad. Photoshop really helps me correct the color.

Back in the day, my grandpa used to be addicted with photography. He told my uncle to not fall in love with this hobby. "Because once you love photography, you'll broke." that's what he said. He also said, instead of photography brings you money, it will wash out your money because of 'those stuff' you have to buy to improve your photography skill.
Again, i don't need people to correct what my grandpa said, becoz that is what HE experienced that time. But i have to agree and disagree with his statement. Agree, if im a photographer in that time, where you have to actually learn how to snap properly, since there is no such thing like photoshop to help you develop a fantastic photo or to correct bad photo. But nowadays, photoshop it's not something uncommon. Most of photographer must be use this tool to helps them retouch or even manipulating photo. So this tools is the reason why i have to disagree with my grandpa about "being broke to be photographer". The fact that i've been experience from the first time using photoshop until know is, i can turn bad photo into good photo just by using photoshop. So i found this fun feeling and excitement when i turn trashy thing into classy thing. Thats why, i am more to photoshop than the photography itself.

So now u know what is up between me and photography. Don't get confuse when u find out that i know nothing about lens and photography knowledge(doesn't mean that i REALLY blank about it, it's just im lack of it knowledge.)

and whatever i said just know, it's just an idea.
you don't have to label it.
it is as honest as a cup of tea.

my new boo.

2008-10-21T11:16:00.000-07:00

Brooklyn future pop sensation, Santogold has emerged as the 2008 musical season's new light.Working with fellow Stiffed member John Hill as co-producer, she recorded her debut album, Santogold, which was originally slated for release on Downtown Records in January 2008, but was pushed back to April 2008. The album (including its B-sides and remixes) features appearances or production work from Chuck Treece, Cliffored "Moonie" Pusey of Steel Pulse, Diplo, Freq Nasty, Naeem Juwan of Spank Rock, Radioclit, Sinden, Switch, Trouble Andrew, and XXXchange. The album's first singles, "Creator" and "L.E.S. Artistes", were both well received.
u should read her CREATOR lyrics and hear the music. it's so damn nice.

Got no need for the fancy things
All the attention that it brings
Tell me no, I say yes, I was chosen
And I will deliver the explosion

Can't say it's gonna get me far
Do no good to say what you are
I run the streets and I break up houses
River runs deep and the flame devours it

Me, I'm a Creator
Thrill is to make it up
The rules I break got me a place
Up on the radar
Me, I'm a Taker
Know what the stakes are
Can't roll it back, it's understood
Got to play our cards

Me, I'm a Creator
Thrill is to make it up
The rules I break got me a place
Up on the radar
Me, I'm a Taker
Know what the stakes are
Can't roll it back, it's understood
Got to play our cards

Sit tight I know what you are
mad bright but you ain't no star
polish up til you make it gleam
your M.O, I know what you mean
Tail ridin' and I know it's true
while they screamin' I love you
Down deep you know there aint no flow
a soul decay, was D.O.A

I know what you here for now
Words out you're an idea whore though,
now don't you crush on me
I'll see you in your pipe dreams
whether or not you know it's true
You're who they dictate to

trippy delusion

2008-10-21T10:42:00.000-07:00

kissing the spot light while making love with Ati's camera

Things goin in my mind

2008-10-21T08:59:00.000-07:00

so many things goin in my head right now.
struggling wif assignment, prepare for SAMAN dance performance,
prepare for presentation, and the list still goes on.
God. please mercy my soul.

drowning

2008-10-21T07:49:00.000-07:00

Choke me in the shallow water
Before I get too deep

i said oh my...

2008-10-21T07:35:00.000-07:00

When I first saw you
I said "O My", I said "O My"
That's a dream
That's my dream
I needed a dream
When it all seemed to go bad
Then I found you
And I have had the most beautiful dreams any mans ever had

When I first saw you
I said "O My", "O My"
That's my dream
That's my dream
I needed a dream
To make me strong
You were the only reason I had to go on

You were my dream
All the things I never knew
You were my dream
Who could believe they could ever come true
And who would believe
The world would believe
And my dreams too

DRUPADI

2008-10-07T08:51:00.001-07:00

Weww! ini dia film bertabur bintang yg gw tunggu2! DRUPADI, film yg disutradarain sm Riri Riza ini bercerita ttg kerajaan Panchala yang mempunyai puteri bernama DRUPADI(dian sastrowardoyo) dan dijadiin taruhan sama kekasihnya ARJUNA(nicholas saputera). Jadi ceritanya putri Drupadi satu2nya yang berani melawan tradisi taruhan dalam lomba dadu ini.
DUUUH! akhirnya duo gokil ini beradu akting lagi di film ini. GAK SABAR euy!

Karakter Utama

DRUPADI ( Dian Sastrowardoyo)

Drupadi digambarkan sebagai wanita paling jelita di jagat yang lahir dari api. Dalam Mahabharata, karakter Drupadi sangat menonjol selain karena kecantikannya, ia juga sangat cerdas, berani dan tak segan mengungkapkan pendapatnya. Drupadi melawan saat dirinya dijadikan barang taruhan.

Hingga akhir cerita, Drupadi terus mencari keadilan saat perang Bharatayudha.

YUDHISTIRA (Dwi Sasono)

Putera Dewi Kunti dan Betara Dharma yang memiliki sifat sangat bijaksana. Sabar, tak pernah membunuh, tak pernah ikut perang,dan baik hati. Kelemahannya hanya satu: gemar bermain dadu dan gampang ditipu.

BHIMA (Ario Bayu)

Putera dari Dewi Kunti dengan Betara Bayu yang bertubuh besar dan kekar, nyaris menyerupai raksasa. Ia sangat sakti, jujur, setia namun juga garang dan pemarah. Bhima tidak pernah menyembah siapapun, termasuk terhadap dewa.

ARJUNA (Nicholas Saputra)

Putera Dewi Kunti dengan Betara Indra. Paling tampan di seluruh jagad, sakti dan ahli memanah. Adalah Arjuna yang memenangkan Drupadi dalam pertandingan busur, tapi kemudian Drupadi dipersembahkan kepada seluruh Pandawa. Arjuna adalah putera Pandawa yang paling dicintai Drupadi.

NAKULA (Aditya Bagus Santosa )

Putera kembar Dewi Madrim dengan Batara Aswin. Berkekuatan 100 tenaga manusia.

SADEWA (Aditya Bagus Sambada )

Sadewa adalah putera Dewi Madrim dengan Batara Aswin Ia saudara kembar Nakula dan bungsu dari Pandawa. Mempunyai kepandaian 100 cendekia dan bijak bagai 100 resi.

ADIPATI KARNA (Donny Alamsyah)

Adipati Karna adalah kakak tiri Pandawa. Ia putera Dewi Kunti dengan Batara Surya. Saat itu Kunti masih remaja, tak sengaja ia memanggil Dewa dengan sebuah mantra dan terjadilah percintaan yang membuahkan Karna. Karena saat itu Kunti masih belia, Karna dibuang di sungai Gangga dan diangkat anak oleh pasangan sais kereta di Hastina, kerajaan tempat Kurawa memerintah. Karna diangkat sebagai Adipati dan menjadi bagian Kurawa. Kelak dalam perang Baratayudha, ia berperang membela Kurawa dan melawan adiknya sendiri, Arjuna.

SUYUDANA ( Whani Darmawan)

Suyudana adalah raja Hastinapura, ia putera Prabu Destarata dan Dewi Gandari, tertua dari 100 bersaudara. Seratus bersaudara ini dikenal dengan nama Kurawa. Kejam, penuh kedengkian dan selalu iri dengan apa dimiliki para sepupunya, Pandawa.

DURSASANA (Djarot B. Dharsono)

Putera kedua Kurawa, berwajah raksasa, gemuk, keji dan mengerikan. Dalam permainan dadu di mana Drupadi dipertaruhkan, Dursasana diperintah untuk mengambil Drupadi. Karena Drupadi menolak, Dursasana mempermalukan Drupadi dan berusaha memperkosanya di hadapan seluruh Kurawa

PATIH SENGKUNI (Butet Kartaredjasa)

Sengkuni adalah paman Kurawa, adik dari dewi Gandari. Ia bersifat licik dan penuh muslihat. Arsitek manuver Kurawa adalah Sengkuni. Permainan dadu yang kemudian kelak membawa kedua kelompok sepupu ini kepada sebuah peperangan terbesar di jagad ini, adalah Sengkuni agar semua yang dimiliki Pandawa berpindah tangan. Konon dadu Sengkuni terbuat dari tulang-tulang manusia.

ANGGOTA KURAWA LAINNYA diperankan oleh murid-murid Padepokan Seni Bagong Kussudiardja.

Blow Your Teenage Candle

2008-09-28T01:52:00.000-07:00

DYAH BIRTHDAY SURPRISE!!

hahahhahhahah. kok yg niup kuenya rame2. bau ah.

AYA BIRTHDAY BLAST!!

Dari sekian banyak ulang tahu pas jaman2 SMA, gw pilih Aya bday blast buat di review! soalnya ini yg paling tolol di antara yg laen. hohohoo. Gw inget surprise ini di adain seminggu setelah org2 'sedikit' lupa sma ritual men-surprise kan yg berulang tahun. Jadi gw sm yg laen berinisiatif ngadain surprise kecil2an.
Tp berhubung Aya ini sedikit sinting, jd kita pengen ngisengin dy sekalian! eheheheh. *evil grin.
Jd setelah tiup lilin dan blabla, aya kita suruh dandan poll, pake baju bagus yg ud kta siapin(sekaligus kado), plus high heels, terus kta tutup matanya. Kta bilang dia mau di bawa ke tempat yang udah kita reserved buat ultah dia. Padahal sbnrnya cm mau ke resto deket rumah tempat anak2 sekolah deket rumah sering nongkrong. Jd dengan segala macem sandiwara, Aya berhasil kita jebak dan JENG JENG! begitu penutup mata di buka, Aya hampir mampus pas tau dy cm di bawa k tmpt itu. Malu pula di liatin ank2 skolahan. wakakakakakkak. sorri ya.
lumayan buat crita anak cucu.

AYDA NGAMBEK BIRTHDAY !!

gara-gara kita kerjain, si ayda ngambek beneran. Di sangka nya bener-bener gak ada yg nyiapin surprise buat dia. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. bodoh. Tapi begitu kue dateng, langsung deh mesem2.

ULFA BIRTHDAY PUDDING!!

We make our own birthday choccolate pudding buat Ulfa. Pake biskuit mari regal dan pake vla yang yummy!!

KANIA Wake-up-Call BIRTHDAY !!

Pagi-pagi banget, pas mimpi masih seru, pas jigong masih semerbak, pas rambut masih bekas sasakan, pas belek masih juicy, kita dateng ke rumah si kania buat ngasih surprise. Mana salah beli lilin lagi. Ternyata lilin nya itu yg susah mati. Selesai di tiup gak ada satu pun yang minta kue nya. Gak nafsu, bau jigong.

YANES BIRTHDAY SHARE!!

Karena ulfa sama putri belom sempet di surprise in, akhirnya pas ulang tahun nya yanes mereka sekalian kita tebengin surprise di sini! HOHOHOHO. gak papa ya mbak ika. itung2 amal.

MY GAY HAMSTER

2008-09-26T09:50:00.000-07:00

(nulisnya campur2 yak indo-inggris. eheheh)

Ok. remember in my previous blog? Ada hamster yg gw namain after my ex-housemate??
hohohohohohoho.

yea. that bitchy hamster. Well this whole year i thought my hamster is a she. Me and my other housemate too lazy to check and too dumb to know how to check it. gw baru tw pas tmn gw blg bedainnya it klo cowok ada balls nya! then one day, i have nothing to do coz my internet is suspended. So i went to 'her' cage (that day i still think my hamster is a she) play with her, and when suddenly dia berdiri di pinggir kandang, WOW,disaat itulah gw melihat ada '2 bola' pink disana. And i was like "hell no. that bitchy thing is a he!"wkakakakkak.
So yea, apparently my hamster is a shemale. ckckckck i love this poor thing even more.

smooch for u poor thing.

My Second Anniversary!

2008-09-07T12:07:00.000-07:00

wiiihuuu...
g kerasa ternyata gw sm si pacar ud 2 taun!
lucu jg mikir kisah jadian gw sm dy..... wakakaakkakak...
sudahlah g pnting untuk d ceritain...
satu2 nya hal yg paling berkesan d hr jadian gw, gw ditembak tgl 31 agustus... Hari pas kemerdekaan malaysia! sedap. Jd gw di tembak pas Fireworks festival di twin tower. Dan kebetulan banget pas dy nembak dan gw bilang iya, kembang apinya berubah jd hati.
norak g sih? hahahahhahaha. what a cheesy coincidence.... tp sweet jg. heheheheheh.
jd setiap tgl 31 agustus, satu malaysia ikut merayakan anniversary gw!
how cool is that! wakakakakakakk.

so 31 agustus 2008 kemaren gw ngerayain my second anniversary bareng beberapa tmn gw (abis kalo b2 doang bosen ah!).... it's fun thou!
again... happy anniversary to you my dear! :)

Arisan Part 2

2008-08-09T05:10:00.001-07:00

Sempet takut g bisa kesampean dtg k arisan lg! soalnya rencananya tgl 3 agustus gw udh harus balik k malay! G tw nya, pas hr H keberangkatan gw, gw bru tw kalo : gw blm di beliin tiket.
ckckckck... how smart.
tp gw girang bgt lah!! krn gw g jd plg... gw sempet ikt arisan! ktm sm BANYAK org2 yg biasanya gw g ktm! yipiee!