Thursday, April 30, 2009

Autumn Good bye

I never promise You
Happy Ending

Model : Syatra Aulia

Sunday, April 26, 2009

morning mourn.

it is already 5.38am in the morning and Sushi the laptop still seating nicely on my lap while im typing this USUAL absurd post to my blog. Well, what know? hmm.... yeah, there is something buzzing around my mind lately. I AM MISSING SOME(?) yeah, that question mark shows that i couldn't decide whether is a THING or is a BODY or maybe both. This whole week, i felt a big part of me searching for an answer. If it somebody maybe it's not just SOME, it could be more than one body that i missed. If it's a thing, i might lost tons of things. I felt some people change and others start to fade out from my life. And it's hurt to know that you realize it but can't do much about it. I know that people change, we cannot say DON'T if they are willing to. But yeah, to be honest, when people start to change into something that (in your perspective) is negative, you will somehow hurts because of that even when they think it's positive for them. And that's what i feel right now. deep inside, i want everything just like before. I want whatever change right now, please be like what is supposed to be. and if it's not, dear God... You know what best for me,them and the entire human race. i pray for what is best in Your eyes and cherish for what i have right now.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

16 April | Good bye fake id

Bday present from Archy

"happy bday Wonder Woman" tee-hee... xp

Another Aprilian! LOL.

Blow the candle oldie.

at last i became 21 this April. I am officially LEGAL! yeay! No fake id needed for any "club thingy" situation. I was happy because my bunch set a wonderful surprise for me
with a delicious "LOW FAT" cake from Secret Recipe (i know this is sounds a bit freak).
It is actually a bit weird turned into 21 and haven't done any significant thing in life.
I felt a bit waste, because when i was 17 i always thought in this age i already turn into BIG.
I mean not BIG as in FAT, because that one is hundred percent accomplish, but BIG as in success or being somebody.
So in this graceful age, i wish i could be a better person in every aspect in life....

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

you rather be a mystery

"Something hidden it is more interesting than what obvious" -scorpio motto

Well,i am not a Scorpio , but i did fall in love with this motto.
it doesn't mean that Aries don't have a motto as cool as Scorpio's.
We do have it, and it's sounds like this;

"Ready,fire, AIM!"

really straight forward and sounds growling.
But however, i still have a huge crush with scorpio's.
I don't know, maybe bcoz it is just fits my current situation, and somehow i found that is a very sexy quote. xp

and for u my dear. Since you act like a WHORE lately.
You rather be a mystery. I like it that way.

Sunday, April 12, 2009


just a fun project with my friends ghea!

we are so bored and got a wicked idea to made a video clip!
me and ghea try to dig our itunes playlist and end-up picked this song from REGINA (a band from Finland)because it is quite catchy...

so enjoy.... xp

Monday, April 6, 2009

Bingkai Photography Exhibition

At last!!! after a month we sweat and drawn our self into massive stress,
finally the exhibition is come true!
This exhibition held by Indonesian photography club in my university called Bingkai.
Me and my friends Hakim is in charge for this exhibition.
We have to collect 2009 photos about Indonesia from 30 exhibitors. Each exhibitor have to submit 64 photo in A0 format and 2 photos in 20R format. So u can imagine how stress we are.
ow, and since we can't get 30 exhibitors, i have to give 66x2 photos to fulfill the amount that we've decide earlier.

thank God, last friday (31 March 2009-3 April 2009) we officially open our photography club
and the exhibition run pretty well.
We are so excited and happy about it. All the stress is so worth it!

so lets sneak peaking the event!

my 20R master piece.

model : mahda kemala
thanks for sacrificed your face for my artwork dear!

"if you are ashamed to stand by your colors, you had better
seek another flag. I am proud to be red and white not because
it is great but because it is my own"
i guess that is the theme for my exhibition.